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Lord of (the) Mysteries (donghua)
Only saw two eps! The first ep reminded me so much of various parts of Persona 3: tarot cards (of course the MC is The Fool), Velvet Room, Dark Hour, and the two senpai who see your potential and recruit you into their secret magical organization. :P It's based on a super popular transmigration novel so I thought the MC would be OP and annoying, but the writing is surprisingly even about it, setting up an ensemble cast though right now there is little characterization that makes any of them individually compelling. The MC has a language buff from being Chinese. XD

The ending theme samples Moonlight Sonata and is sung by Curley Gao and I've been obsessed with it.


K-Pop Demon Hunters (2025)
(Or, as I call it, the K-Pop Propaganda Movie haha.)

Non-spoilery thoughts
There are things I like about it: that it was an obvious labor of love and the money was spent on the music and animation, that the romance was meant to be part of a longer journey and not the destination, that you get a magical cat AND a magical bird. The concept of a boyband having devilishly infectious music was also 10/10. But because my fate is to be a hater, I did not think this was a good movie. The writing felt superficial, from the portrayal of girlhood to the conflicts of demonhood.

I would not have minded as much if the music (as good as it is) did not contradict the storylines: Golden and What It Sounds Like are the two big song numbers, which purport to represent the girls' journeys as a group, but they both end up being Rumi's solo songs. What wasted opportunities to do 3-part harmonies. :(

The movie also has a brand of wish fulfillment which, while sometimes funny, ultimately lands oddly. It's a fantasy about idols, but from the PoV of the industry which packages an artificial sense of "relatability" (just like you, they like to eat, go to the spa, and watch Tiktok videos) and "dedication" (they're doing this for the love of the game) in the girls, something I could roll with until the last part where Huntr/x gives up their vacation time because they want to make their fans happy. I guess that's a common superhero trope, but it's not even to save the world, and there's no real sense of empathy for the idols themselves since everyone just sort of forgets and moves on like nothing happened.


PS. While one of the more obvious comparisons to this movie is the fictional band K/DA (especially for Huntr/x's sound), what it reminds me more of is actually FFX-2! Like I can see a sequel where Rumi and the girls go on a quest for closure. XD


Goodbye, My Princess (Fei Wo Si Cun, tr. Tianshu)
Just finished this today!

PLOT: Xiaofeng is a princess from a western desert kingdom who enters a political marriage with the Crown Prince of an empire in the Central Plains.

This is an enemies-to-lovers story in the serious and literal sense as they are from opposing states who don't share the same language, culture or goals; Xiaofeng is guileless but unimpressed with Plains and palace culture, while Li Chengyin is cold and vindictive, (and later on, obsessive) to the point of not having a bottom line. Somewhere in between there's this guy in white named Gu Jian who cryptically alludes to events Xiaofeng has no memory of. As the story progresses, background conversations about power play and subjugation soon come to the forefront until they're impossible to ignore.

Non-spoilery thoughtsThe main story is only around 300 pages and the next 250 pages are the extras… which is good, because I was getting concerned and being like "how long are we going to marinate in misery, I’m not strong enough for this"—evidently not that long for the readers but extremely long for some of the characters. Who deserve it. The suffering is satisfying enough for me to ignore the parts that felt emotionally unconvincing, mostly the present-day/palace stuff—I just don't buy the ML and FL falling in love. Certainly it is a trope, and it makes for a more interesting ML, but the FL's PoV isn't selling me on anything but circumstantial attraction. In some ways I wish the main story had been longer and we got to see more of the politicking and emotional developments. The extra chapters did add other PoVs and moments that fleshed out the plot and characters more; my favorite parts were still the shadows of angst and regret. I haven't seen the drama adaptation but I can see them integrating everything together effectively.

On the flip side, the FL being the PoV character makes for a moving story about debts, and I love that by the time it ends you see how her most important relationship is the one she shares with her bodyguard, A'du. Also loved the bits with Yongniang!

The translation was very enjoyable for me. I can see the kinship terms and names throwing people off, but it's immersive, and the writing flows like a book. Hoping for more cnovels to get this kind of translation quality in the future.
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Saw the 2022 xxxHolic movie today—it wasn't a very good movie (in the sense that it needed another 30-60 mins purely just as an intro to Watanuki and his relationships) but it went SO HARD with the aesthetic I actually forgot about JitD for the rest of the day. It was my first time vidding on this computer and I guess it went well until I was exporting the subtitle track (which I ended up having to fix on Youtube's subtitles editor). Not sure if I messed something up or the version of Resolve I have is just wonky...



Also documented the "process". Top = before coloring, bottom = final output:

The color adjustments were mostly to brighten up the clips, though I might have overdone the brightness and the color correction lololol. Anyway my favorite cuts in this vid were Yuuko's eyes opening in increments at 0:35 and Watanuki stepping on the ledge at the line "up to the top". :')

AO3 link:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64640386

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Manga/manhua/manhwa )
Movies: Beyond the Infinite Two Minutes; Nezha 2; The Substance )
TV: Bai Yao Pu (Fairies Album) S1; I Am Married... But!!! )

Books: Straw into Gold - Fairy Tales Respun )

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RECENTLY:

  • Finished Cheese in the Trap (manhwa) and Ya She (donghua).

  • Watched the "new" Justice in the Dark eps (eps# 9 and 10). "Watched" is a pretty generous way of saying "relied on my memory of the audio drama to understand what's going on". The "zero empathy" thing and DNA talk continue to befuddle me, though they mostly seem to be focused on the argument of nature VS nurture and what that means for Pei Su. It's quite interesting that they made LWZ's mentor's daughter a co-intern in this adaptation, it integrates her more into the plot and emotional themes since she was mostly offscreen in the original work. I'm trying to relearn how to GIF post GIFs on Tumblr and my fandom Bluesky but tbh my fandom energy has been on the decline and my ability to focus worse... it's already a miracle that I managed to watch two whole eps in a week.

  • Feeling a bit anxious in light of global news, because the repercussions of certain US policies might eventually ripple into my livelihood, but I'm trying not to think too much about it.

  • After months of being bald, the tree (I think it might be narra?) across the street has finally sprouted bright new leaves and has been practicing how to flower. :) I was actually really worried it was dying because it grows on concrete and seemed withered for so long and its "seasons" seemed out of sync with the rest of the trees along the street, but the vicious summer seems to have brought it back to life.

  • I'm still paper-journaling faithfully. Four months in and no blank pages, thanks to the manhwa I write about and the smatterings of cmedia that have me drawing new vocabulary. It's the only thing that feels tangible and real these days.
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    dark fantasy was my manhwa flavor of the month )

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  • The Baengri Clan's Unwanted Granddaughter: Transmigration/regression/fix-it shoujo with a martial arts setting. Enjoying this a lot! And it's nice to read a wuxia/wulin story from Korea and understand what's going on because the concepts are familiar enough and the characters are kids. 😂 It's one of the ones where I want the childhood arc to last forever because everyone is so cute and charming.

  • Nezha 2: Hoping that the international digital release has reworked subs because the theatrical ones were not ideal... sometimes even going into "WTF" territory. 🙈 I spent most of the runtime anticipating west sea auntie's scenes and while she did not disappoint, I could have used more of her. There were only seven of us in the cinema when I watched; the other six came with their families, and the jokes were a hit with the kids and this one adult man who took his phone out to take videos so often I wanted to tell him that camrips are up on the internet. 😂

  • The Substance: A very pointed movie about patriarchal + Hollywood beauty standards and its effects on women, and how the pursuit of beauty and anti-aging is an addiction. I covered my eyes for most of the body horror, and completely checked out for the entire third act which was nothing but violence and body horror... Overall, great visual storytelling, Kubrick-esque art direction, feelings of liminal space, and pop culture impact... but I was too weak for it, and 2 hours and 20 minutes felt too long to make a point.

  • Sugar Apple Fairy Tale: DNF after 5 episodes. It just feels weird to watch a very shoujo anime tackle slavery (in this case, of fairies). It tries, but its foundations are still too silly and saccharine to have any bite. Kinda wish this category of manga/manhwa dies out.
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    Nu'er Hong posterNü Er Hong (2023) (stream here)
    Science fiction/fantasy + GL microdrama where one of the two main characters is basically a killing machine and the other has to stop her. I'm not built for microdramas and romance trope speedruns, so I mostly enjoyed the beginning and end parts and wish they'd picked a different BGM for the poison-sucking scene... But I'm very into this specific trope dynamic (it made me want to continue the NieR: Automata anime) AND the aesthetic of the main characters so I'm still glad I watched it.

    PS. Apparently the series tells you at the beginning of the first episode that the main characters are aliens, but somehow all four people in our watchparty missed that AND none of us caught on to the visual cues... everything made more sense (the earpiece, the inability to use chopsticks, the mentions of dishwasher, the meteorite sword) when we realized. 🤣


    Ballerina posterBallerina (2023) (Netflix)
    Revenge thriller about an ex-bodyguard who in her quest to avenge her ballerina girlfriend uncovers a drug and human trafficking ring. Overall this is a very genre-typical addition to the revenge movie catalogue with gorgeous setpieces. It's not as tight or cathartic as it could have been even with its short runtime:
    spoilersI didn't see the point of introducing another character (a victim!) who also wanted to kill the bad guys but having that character still get abducted and undergo torture AND not even be able to participate in the revenge. It felt not only extraneous but also like it went against the emotional logic of the movie.


    In terms of violence/gore, there were a couple of gruesome scenes that I avoided looking at, but the movie otherwise avoids gratuity more than you'd expect; a lot of the bloodshed is quite clean, either averting from the gore or skipping ahead to the outcome, and at one point puncturing through the tension with comical abruptness. The action is also a lot more exciting before the main character gets access to guns, but it's all still very cool.

    tl;dr - a gritty action-thriller revenge movie for the lesbians (the ballerina dies at the beginning, and the ex-bodyguard destroys everyone who hurt her while remembering their past)

    CW: suicide, blood/gore/violence, date rape (they show the lead-up and the aftermath), drugs, sexual assault, human trafficking and blackmail
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    1) You Are Error by Aftermath: a podcast I picked up because of [personal profile] geraineon's rec here, about details that videogames usually get wrong. So far there's only one episode out (about Arabic, and Islamophobia, and Palestine), but I'm looking forward to the next ones! It sounds like there's gonna be one about horses. XD

    2) Wicked (movie): I enjoyed this a lot more than I expected, but act 1 was paced like it was 2 whole acts and I really needed an intermission. (ᵔ́∀ᵔ̀) The best number was What Is This Feeling? by a mile. Defying Gravity on the other hand felt underwhelming for how overdone (and overly long) it was.

    More thoughtsI thought this adaptation made Glinda a sharper character, and her relationship with Elphaba more challenging. In the musical version her act 1 moments tend to be reduced to comic relief, but in the film version they come across as far more earnest but also far more dangerous. It's hard to watch this and not think about how white performativeness and conditional allyship are so easily rewarded, retracted, and insulated from consequences while marginalized people get punished and demonized for just daring to speak out, a point that the movie loudly makes but I'm not sure it'll fully follow through on.

    Needless to say I got secondhand tired from watching Elphaba advocate for issues that affect her personally but are blind spots for everyone else. :')

    And when I was discussing this with [tumblr.com profile] daisydiversions she wondered if there were going to be plot changes in the second movie, particularly for Nessa, since it seemed like the actress, a wheelchair user herself, had some input on her character... I'm cautiously interested but still very much afraid haha.



    3) 廚廚動人, originally known as U Kill, I Cook and later on serialized as Kitchen Goddess and the Assassin on Tapas: martial arts + comedy manhua about a ditzy cook who becomes the personal chef for a boneheaded assassin. The translation is localized in a way that tries to preserve the wordplay at the cost of its sense of place, but I thought it was an interesting effort, even though it made me look up the raws to reorient myself. The English seems to do more food puns too, though I don't think the energy is sustained in later chapters. XD I'm at around chapter 26, and have put it in the backburner for now.

    CW: sexual harassment + threats by minor villains in the first few chapters

    + some CN-EN comparisons (image-heavy) )
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    海角七號 Cape No. 7 (2008)
    Suggested this as a groupwatch because I'd just come from the Taiwan Pop Music Exhibit (highly recommend, would go again if I had the means + time) which instilled in me such a longing for film and music... And groupwatch is always an excuse to go through my movie to-watch (or to-rewatch) list. :P

    Cape No. 7 was a massive domestic hit that came out a year after Jay Chou's Secret and outsold it... And I can see why.

    PLOT: Former rock musician Aga leaves Taipei and moves back to Hengchun. He gets hired as a postman through the strings pulled by his estranged stepfather, who works for the local government—and through the same strings, he is tasked to perform as the opening act of a famous Japanese singer's beach concert.

    Aga, who has a lot of authority, emotional, and personality issues, in a characteristically unprofessional move, opens the mail. Among it, he finds seven sixty-year-old love letters written in Japanese addressed to a certain Tomoko in Cape No. 7, which is now no longer to be found.

    By day, the mystery of these letters slowly unravels, and by night, a band is assembled for rehearsals, comprised of a ten-year-old church pianist, an eighty-year-old yueqin player, an indigenous Taiwanese policeman who was jilted by his wife, a sad drummer who longs for a married woman, a Hakka Malasun salesman, and Aga himself, so... yay representation! Both the story and the movie are all about promoting and supporting local, and most of it is in Taiwanese, so I think it speaks a lot to the domestic audience. Overseas, the language aspects might not be as clear, apart from present-day Tomoko's brief outburst as the outsider who could only communicate in Mandarin or Japanese.

    I thought it was an okay movie... I sought music and I got music, culminating in three musical numbers at the end. It has a low-stakes atmosphere that focused on the lives of ordinary people in a small town, which I like. But the protagonists themselves AND the romantic storyline are hard to connect to—in part because I don't really understand Aga or Tomoko's motivations, but also because the most natural ending for me would have been for their relationship to be a beautiful summer fling—one that represented a turning point in their lives, rather than this sort of, idk, past lives reparation.

    That said, I'm not the target audience for this movie and I tend to be cynical of indigenous rep... I'm also disconcerted, though unsurprised, over TW pop culture's goodwill for imperial Japan... but I should stop complaining because I have great fondness for an actor who is a product of TW and JP relations. XD I still got emotional closure at the end of it, though! So I'd give it a 3/5.



    How to Make Millions Before Grandma Dies (2024)
    Sons inherit assets. Daughter inherit cancer.
    Huge Thai movie that came out just this year, starring Bilkin as an unscrupulous grandson vying for a slice of his ailing grandmother's inheritance. (The English title is quite misleading.)

    It's emotionally driven and M(Bilkin)'s character arc is mainly there to depict the grief of his grandmother, who has lost all familial support from the generations that came before and after her... and I suppose to critique, to some extent, son-first upbringings. The parts where it touches on daughters doing all the caregiving while entitled sons reaped all the favor and rewards felt pointed and realistic, though this was not fully addressed due to the main character being the grandson. (There is an interesting granddaughter character, M's cousin Mui, who is similarly pragmatic and sweet, but she appears only briefly.)

    Overall I loved the slice-of-life depictions of a Chinese-Thai family (with the language being lost on M's generation), and I enjoyed M as a selfish but sweet grandson who undergoes character development. But the concluding family-friendly messaging is not for me and my cynical heart, even when I could follow it emotionally. I still cried at the right places, and skipped over the scenes that would have been too hard for me (mainly cancer and elderly care bits), so there's that!

    Definite CWs for: death of the elderly, terminal illness / cancer, family inheritance drama that i found had realistic (though low-key) tropes...

    Would give this a 3.5/5.
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    I actually subbed this entire thing on my phone and then my phone crashed and I apparently lost my draft, so I had to redo it on my computer which was 1) faster, 2) srt-friendly.

    Fun facts: Wang Yuwen and Zhang Xincheng are real-life childhood friends (I haven't been keeping up with their promos, but the ones I've seen have been a lot of fun, though unshippable because of the sibling energy), and Zhang Xincheng and Guo Yunqi are college buddies. And IIRC this is the one where the Young Blood cast has a cameo?

    Also just rewatched So Close, which was gayer than I remembered, I guess because a lot of Karen Mok's character's moments flew over my head when I was younger. This movie was really formative for me in spite of me only having seen it once. Assassin sisters, all-woman cast with extended fight scenes, enemies to lovers... what's not to love? (Okay, the shot of Karen Mok in her underwear was unnecessarily male gaze-y as neither of the sisters was around to witness it.) (And they appear to have spent all their music budget acquiring Close to You because the BGMs are so repetitive... The clubbing scenes are dreadful.)

    Anyway I made a bunch of GIFs.


    Shu Qi gifsets (please appreciate her tear-away suit)


    Zhao Wei x Karen Mok gifsets (yes they kiss)

    Recents

    Sep. 13th, 2024 04:54 pm
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    I'll Be the Matriarch in This Life also known as I Shall Master This Family (webtoon)
    Webtoon based on the novel by Kim Roah, in which the FL goes back in time to rewrite her family's history, using her knowledge of future events to set herself up to become the next heir and exact vengeance on the Empress's family that ruined her. Along the way, she earns the respect and loyalty of various family members and employees/artisans/misc. NPCs, and wins the undying love of the Second Prince who has the same vengeance goals. The retcon begins when the FL is seven, and it takes around one hundred chapters for the timeskip to her eighteenth birthday, so for a lot of it she is this insufferably genius child that is doted on by her father (who is a talented fashion designer), her grandfather (the patriarch), her twin cousins, and her hypercompetent aunt.

    I binged 160 chapters only to find out that this is still ongoing (oops). It's a very light and easy read with "yay! feminism" energy and a romance that's secondary to the main plot, and a series of politics and business arcs that, although repetitive, are the right amount of substantial without being too complicated for my brain. There's definitely not a lot of depth in the characters; people are very black-and-white, so any person who is in the FL's side is good (and will never betray her), and anyone against her is evil. The tension and emotional honesty peak when her father finally falls ill, as predicted, and the FL is an anxious mess. In contrast, the aunt's divorce storyline lacks the punch it deserves, falling into dramatic tropes instead of taking the opportunity to flesh out these other characters that are otherwise so important to the FL.



    See You in My 19th Life also known as Please Take Care of Me in This Life As Well (webtoon)
    Reincarnation romance webtoon based on the novel by Lee Hye, which also had a kdrama adaptation last year. The FL has the ability to remember her previous lives, leaving her jaded and unable to form attachments until she meets the ML in her latest incarnation. Things happen, the ML is super traumatized, and then we get to a timeskip to the FL drawing on all her experience from her previous lives to pursue the ML with shameless single-mindedness.

    In typical me fashion, I would have preferred this to be a shorter canon. It started out really strong, with beautiful and heart-aching slice-of-life. Even after the timeskip the FL and ML have pretty good chemistry as adults. But the murder mystery/conspiracy and wild car chase plots dragged—the murder mystery especially.

    That said, I really liked how the [maximum trauma event] that the ML survives is more than just emotional damage. He develops PTSD with episodes that are impossible to predict, and a hearing disability that not only affects his daily life in visible ways but also gives him anxiety of further hearing loss.



    Our Times (2015 movie)
    I found this an excellent nostalgia piece, set in the 90s and drawing storylines from 2000s dramas. Felt a lot like a Hanadan/Meteor Garden remake but with 2015 sensibilities. The cameos were very on-the-nose and by the time you get to the end it stops being its own thing and becomes 2000s RPF. XD It got me raring to rewatch a bunch of movies, which I wonder will withstand the test of time?



    A Sign of Affection (manga)
    Haven't finished this yet, but this is a fluffy romance canon centered around the FL's life of navigating university and working towards her life goals as a deaf person who communicates with sign language. I don't really care for the ML (he has this really bonkers idea about purity, especially at the beginning where he correlates it with the FL's deafness), but as far as MLs go he's probably one of the less bland ones. There's not much momentum but tons of fluff, and also an anime adaptation that came out just this year.

    According to the mangakas, they did a lot of research and consult with someone from the deaf community to shape the FL's experiences and also draw the hand movements. I'm really interested in the FL's journey—she's presently still in the process of breaking out of her bubble and I'd love to see her meet people from different regions.


    Ghost Trick
    I'm around halfway through! It's a really good game to pick up when I'm anxious and need a little reset—I can just jump right in without trying to remember the plot (which is now thickening) or what I'm supposed to be doing. Except now I'm kinda stuck lol.


    priest, "橋頭樓上"
    24/32 chapters done. \o/ At this point I think I could just keep reading instead of stopping at 2 chapters / week... but alas, life. I've been remiss in taking vocab notes too, and as a result, my journal/planner is once again empty and making me sad.


    接骨木花, "陰間沒有珍奶嗎?" (Google Books link)
    I was reading what I thought was a sample on Google Books, but idk, maybe it's the whole thing after all? This is a YA novel(??) about two boys separated by death and bonded by bubble tea (which is very Taiwanese of it ahaha) and mutual pining, so I've been calling it the "boba boyfriends book" in my head. It's actually really easy to read!!! Google Books isn't letting me read with a pop-up dictionary, but I've been managing surprisingly fine with the context, the radicals, and the very plain writing style. For the first time I feel almost literate!!! A feeling that will be replaced by despair when I go back to reading Bridge Tower. XD

    This is also my first time reading any kind of TW lit, so it was a lot of fun for me, reading a "different" kind of writing. I learned that 機車 is scooter and that the traditional from of 庙 is 廟. Idk if I'll continue but it seems quite short?
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    Overall thoughts about the donghua
    Season 1 was pretty great and well-paced. It had a case-of-the-day format for the first half, with filler cases between the heavy ones... The noodle girlfriends were sweet... And the entire basketball arc was so well done! But I wouldn't have finished this on my own because it's just too stressful for me.

    Season 2 is almost purely plot-driven, but the plot wasn't that great... Without the time to breathe or the thread of emotional logic it had in season 1, the gendered violence and weaknesses in writing women were much more prominent. To be fair I don't think any of the characters are written well here (the main villain was cartoonishly bad), but the women definitely got the shorter end of the stick for me. It had a lot of missed opportunities with the lesser villains' motivations and character arcs, and one of the episodes had an extremely extended domestic violence scene.

    AND episode 9 is a total waste of time. It was meant to be a "three stories" episode playing with different art styles, something that is normally my favorite kind of episode, but it ends up only showing us 1) nothing we didn't already know 2) information about the main villain that would have been better off revealed much earlier... The entire episode was like 26 minutes, and I was so annoyed by it I almost left the groupwatch ajskdl;ja;fdja;fa


    First impression on manhua + live action adaptation
    I checked out the manhua and live action afterwards to 緩一緩, and I'm really enjoying the manhua! Volume 1 has an opera troupe case set in the aftermath of the basketball arc, where you can see the emotional fallout and Lu Guang's attempt to give Cheng Xiaoshi some time travel therapy... Will definitely continue.

    As for the live action adaptation... the Slam Dunk props are inconspicuous reminders that I'm watching a Sugarman Media production. :P The setup is also quite different, as Cheng Xiaoshi is superhuman in more than the specific time travel way... and he and Lu Guang meet as adults, with Lu Guang purposefully seeking him out to presumably set things right. (I haven't watched past episode 1, so it's still unclear what Lu Guang wants.)




    热辣滚烫 YOLO (2024)
    Chinese movie adaptation of 100 Yen Love.

    ThoughtsI never saw the original, so I went into this assuming it was a sports movie, only to find out it wasn't as sports- and FL-centric as I initially thought.

    The most interesting part about this movie for me is how it carefully avoids bodyshaming the main character, who for most of the movie is thirty years old, depressed, and fat. She ends up losing weight when she decides to get serious about boxing, but the focus is on how much better she feels when she pursues a goal and learns to do things for herself. The movie acknowledges her as not being conventionally attractive, but it also portrays her as being desirable, in a way that I found pretty natural and realistic.

    That said, I don't think this was a very good movie... it uses that one cinematic gimmick that I've come to HATE in cmedia, in which scenes are omitted and then shown as "reveals" in the end, to purposes I don't understand... The main character's emotional arc would have been far more compelling from the get-go if it had been told in a regular, linear fashion!!!!!!!!!! The little 小紅花 montage would still have worked, I promise!!!!!!!

    Anyway, I enjoyed the last 30-ish minutes (which had the training montage + ending), but I watched most of the middle bits in the fastest speed Netflix would allow me to watch it in.



    The Double eps 1-20
    DNF, but sometimes I go back to rewatch the music battle scenes (ep 11).

    PS. Netflix appears to do this weird censored words thing where it avoids offensive language? Sometimes to ludricous effect. "Xiao jianren" got translated as "you cow" and "hellcat", which... okay...


    Also saw other movies I saw when I was rooming with my parents (due to ant problems)! I think they were Oppenheimer and a recent Matt Damon heist movie (it wasn't great). Did another Kung Fu Hustle rewatch too, since it's apparently on Netflix, and yeah... still a classic. :) Curiously, I get more stressed watching this as an adult, in anticipation of the "painful" scenes (mostly in the first half, a.k.a. the best parts) which is funny because this movie is also now "comfort movie" status to me... Landlady with hair rollers you will always be a legend. ♥


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    A Quiet Place: Day One (2024)
    I felt quite bamboozled by this because I was expecting this to be about Day One, but they mostly skipped day one by knocking out the main character and having all the important parts be revealed offscreen... I never found out how they discovered that the aliens were reacting to sound and that they are averse to water (in this movie, not averse enough). I suppose it makes sense in the constraints of the characters' PoV, but I still feel cheated. >:(

    I've only seen the first Quiet Place movie and in comparison, Day One is much weaker in most aspects. It seemed like any semblance of logic had been cast aside, and the tension eventually flagged for me. But it also felt a lot more human, with a far more interesting character and emotional arc, though I have mixed feelings about the (expected) ending. Lupita Nyong'o's eyes and overall acting really carried the film—I wish I had a higher stress threshold to appreciate it more. And there's a cat!

    Note: I dragged my parents to watch this with me because we all needed a break from routine and it seemed HoH-friendly, and it mostly was, since they didn't really care about the character stuff and backstories…



    The Makanai: Cooking for the Maiko House (2023)
    Two childhood friends leave Aomori Prefecture to pursue the dream of being geiko in Kyoto. Sumire proves to be a natural, smoothly rising to her debut, while Kiyo, having neither the head nor heart for it, fails out of training. But as it turns out, the maiko house needs a person to take over the cooking! And to stay with Sumire, Kiyo does. In true protagonist fashion, she has both the ability and the determination to evoke home in the food she cooks.

    At some point Momoko, the proud and peerless geiko who's weirdly obsessed with zombies, adopts both Sumire and Kiyo as rivals.

    Overall, a short, sweet watch with a cute and compelling central relationship and interesting developments (Momoko, mostly). It's focused on the movements inside the maiko house, untouched by real-life problems of invasive tourists and financial sustainability. The parts with Sumire's dad were dragging and underripe, though.

    Just One Cookbook has a recipe compilation of all the food featured on the show, organized by episode.



    To the Wonder (2024)
    A dramatized adaptation of Li Juan's essays about Altay.

    Li Wenxiu (Zhou 依ran), a young Han woman, works in a hotel in Ürümqi in the hopes of saving enough money to move to Beijing and become a writer, but it doesn't work out. She's clumsy and distracted, faint-hearted and naive—sneaking off to attend a lecture, bullied by co-workers for being a country bumpkin and high school drop-out with lofty ambitions, and fleeced out of her severance pay. Out of options, she decides to move back in with her mom (played by Ma Yili) who runs a small shop in Altay, located in the Ili Kazakh Autonomous Prefecture.

    Through her eyes we meet a family at the cusp of change: the patriarch Sulitan (Alimujiang) who is uneasy because the old ways are no longer being upheld, the widowed Tokan (Alima) who wishes to remarry and take her kids with her, the ML Batay (Yu Shi), a talented horse trainer unwilling to stay in Sulitan's ranch, and the injured horse Snowshoe.

    Read more... )

    All in all, the show was better than my cynicism of relaxing countryside dramas feared! The romantic shots of lush fields were balanced by coming-of-age elements and a sense of them being lived in. It helped a lot to watch this as a group too, to share in the trauma and betrayal. 😂 It was weakest to me when it peeled away from the realism and leaned into the realm of fictionalization--it's still a lot more restrained than I expected, but I felt that we could have tied things up a bit more neatly—with concluding excerpts of the author's writing, maybe? A little bit of something, anyway. I think I just didn't vibe with the final scene haha. And I think even though I got "closure" about Tokan, I wish the FL was impacted by a relationship within community other than the one with Batay.

    But it did an otherwise good job in showing us around and taking us back full circle into the point-of-view of an outsider looking in. And it was so nice to see skin looking like skin! The novelty of seeing people's faces having texture in a 2024 cdrama. XD Also! So! Many! Fluffy! Sheep! And little baby sheep! Plus it was only 8 eps.

    CW:
    major spoilersanimal death (a horse is brutally killed)
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    I meant to keep this short but I kept remembering things I wanted to add lol oops




    + Logged on to my fansubs account for the first time in idk how long to post a subbed trailer... let's see how long it takes for TPTB to come down with the merciless hammer of copyright blocks haha:
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    Furiosa (2024) )

    Bonnie Garmus, 'Lessons in Chemistry' )

    -


    I also watched Rookie and I don't know if I'll ever write about it or the details that I personally feel were flattened in the English translation, but here, have another GIF of girls being joyful:



    In recent personal news, we had a couple of holidays and so I finally went to the dentist. I got 4 fillings and my throat is still a bit sore even though it's been 5 days since then. >:( I also took my wonky phone to a shop, and one of the troubleshooting things we did was to reformat my phone... Which is kind of funny because I just had to reformat my computer a couple of months ago... It's like the universe is telling me I have to make a clean slate and let go of my youthful follies. That, or pick up more interests that don't involve screentime. /o\

    BREAKING:

    Jun. 16th, 2024 08:32 pm
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    I HAVE FIGURED OUT A WORKAROUND FOR MAKING GIFS / GIFSETS WITHOUT PHOTOSHOP (or screencapping frame by frame)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With thanks to Rookie (2023) for motivating me hehe I am going to be so insufferable:

    Ace shielding her eyes against the sun and glancing down at Jana
    Ace bringing up her hands to make a shade for Jana, who is sorting prom tickets
    Two girls in Catholic school uniforms sitting on a ledge. Ace has her hand around Jana's shoulder, holding her close, while Jana is swinging her legs


    (Still processing my feelings for this movie, which for all its imperfections elicited reactions from me and made me feel things.)

    I also found out that for some mysterious reason my Jiangzuo Alliance x Leverage animated posters for Nirvana in Fire Exchange 2017 are getting a fresh wave of notifications on Tumblr, which makes me feel sad because I can't make this kind of thing anymore, for creative and tech reasons... But it still makes me laugh seeing the places where I "animated" elements frame by frame with no regard for logic haha

    I miss my youth 🥲
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    Linda Linda Lindaリンダ リンダ リンダ | Linda Linda Linda (2005)
    Recced by Daisy; 2000s slice-of-life movie about the memories you make in your last year of high school and the supportive communities that come forward to help you attain them.

    Plot: An all-girl band is set to perform at the last day of their school's cultural festival but lose two of their members due to internal strife and extenuating circumstances. Keyboardist Kei defiantly steps up to fill the guitarist role, and the vacant vocalist spot goes to the unsuspecting Korean exchange student Son (played by a very young and baby Bae Doona). As they face and overcome rehearsal troubles and encounters at the... boiler room, the girls become more comfortable and confident with each other.

    Overall, a nice and mostly plot-less summery watch where any romantic interludes are just opportunities for the girls to make more memories and get closer. The strongest emotional relationship outside of the central characters is between Kei and ex-bandmate/frenemy Rin which fulfills a lot of my rival/girlfriend needs.

    PS. The confession scene was very cute and funny.


    Happy Together poster春光乍洩 | Happy Together (1997)
    A messy, co-dependent and destructive couple is stranded in Argentina. Rather than facing their loneliness, they cling to the last breaths of a passionate relationship that is past its expiration date.

    The themes definitely hit their marks, and it was poignant to see how fragments of tenderness survive the turbulence of such a violent and ill-fitting love. It was easy to see why this is such a seminal work in LGBT cinema. They screened this in our local theaters, which was really nice!


    Anatomy of a Fall posterAnatomie d'une chute | Anatomy of a Fall (2023)
    [twitter.com profile] romantic_drift recommended this as an "interesting" film and it is... exactly that. Interesting, well performed and well directed (and used sound to great and somewhat humorous effect), but not really something I'd categorize as good. I didn't realize that the French legal system was such a free-for-all and thoroughly enjoyed watching the court scenes! The film itself could have been tighter.

    CW (might contain spoilers): Domestic violence, dog harm (the dog ends up okay!!! But I still think this scene was unnecessarily dragged out, and not even necessary in the first place), bad and unmediated conversations about mental illness



    Dune posterDune (2021) + Dune 2 (2024)
    To be honest I wasn't very enthused about watching an epic-length movie where one of the central plot points is the colonization of a planet and its inhabitants, even if it's meant to be a subversion of the White Savior trope... so the first movie wasn't for me, and the second one took a while for me to warm up to. But my parents enjoyed them a lot, enough to catch the second movie at the theater, and we really, really liked that a significant amount of the movie had subtitled dialogue since my dad is HOH.

    It was my first blockbuster in a while and as far as blockbusters go this has been better than some of the recent ones I've seen, maybe because the source material is substantial enough and the adaptation has a clear vision. I didn't really care for any of the characters, though.

    TPTB have also confirmed that the Fremen fighting style is based on Balintawak Eskrima, a type of Filipino martial arts from the Visayas region, so that was pretty cool to watch too.


    Rewind posterRewind (2023)
    "Second chance" movie in which a selfish husband gets the chance to relive the day his wife dies in a car collision and change her fate. This was, from what I recall, the most marketable entry in last year's Metro Manila Film Festival, and... I can see why. It's calculated to be family-friendly, from the casting of a real-life celebrity power couple, down to the very explicitly Catholic messaging and aspirations of greener career and educational grass. It's also unfortunately everything I'm allergic to, including a precocious and personality-less child character who functions as the voice of the narrative (no offense to the child actor, it's not his fault the script is like this).

    From a Catholic framework, having an insufferable husband/character is acceptable because no soul is beyond redemption; and then you can fulfill the fantasy of having such a person undergo an epiphany and repent from his selfish and egotistical ways... I personally find this trope kind of toxic, on top of its (still very Catholic) stance about death being part of a higher plan, and I'm even saltier that the cause of the initial death is irresponsible driving!!! The ML's license isn't even revoked !!! Also did not appreciate the madonna-whore dichotomy... like they almost had a very cool side character and then they decided to sabotage her for the sake of the ML...

    It does wrap up in an emotional way that is easy to get swept up in but ultimately it goes against each and every one of my sensibilities. ^^;


    Superhero Movie posterSuperhero Movie (2008)
    I have nothing to say about this except that it's definitely a movie from its time—the era of broad comedy and irreverent parodies, shortly before the advent of the Avengers franchise—and it's really not my thing, though there were some good jokes.

    (My superhero parody of choice from this era is Kick-Ass.)


    A Bittersweet Life poster달콤한 인생 A Bittersweet Life (2005)
    Slick and stylish award-winning noir action film that I mostly watched by... looking away from the screen. XD It's a well-paced and well-structured gangster thriller where a disgraced hitman takes you from the surface to the belly of the beast. The visuals are pretty interesting, and there’s ample breathing room from the tension and violence, and a satisfying ending. Definitely not my thing since I'm extremely squeamish about violence, BUT the part where Sunwoo goes after the boys in the flashy car and introduces them to the full FAFO experience was pretty cathartic...


    Polite Society posterPolite Society (2023)
    Took me a while to warm up to this one because high-energy coming-of-age and social/cultural satire are not for my low-energy heart... but once it got going, it really got going and I happily ate up the most ridiculous and unsubtle plot developments.

    2023 had some well-anticipated big and visually arresting movies with feminist slants that I did not quite vibe with, and this is the one that finally landed for me. This is my Barbie!!! My Bottoms!!! It had cool fight scenes AND a dance number that had all the energy of a fight scene but also fit spectacularly well in the context of its themes. And sisterly love and sisterly joy. ♥

    Overall: very fun, satisfying, and comforting movie about sisters and friendship (the setup takes a while though)
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    Hunger (2023)

    hunger movie poster

    Aoy, a young woman who runs her family's pad see ew joint, enters the high-stakes, high-pressure world of fine dining and gets a front seat view of its decadence and absurdities.

    The cooking showdowns and menu concepts were artfully done, and the soundtrack was very effective. Half the time I was convinced that we were two seconds from a gruesome murder just because of the music haha.

    The gap between the cinematography and the script was too wide to bridge and the film took itself a bit too seriously to glide over the ill-fitting parts, but it was still really nice to see a Southeast Asian movie take on this format. There was definitely a specificity to some of the shots it took that went over my outsider head. What stuck with me was the undertone of a cautionary tale: that an eldest daughter's lapses into ambition will only drive home the reality that her true place is at home, supporting her parents and her younger siblings. If she was a more well-written protagonist, this wouldn't have been an issue for me. Instead she was just a vehicle between two worlds without a strong sense of self or purpose, so the ending stung for me and my sensitivities.

    Personally I feel like they could have given Aoy more cooking/sports anime protagonist energy too. XD


    作りたい女と食べたい女 She Loves to Cook, She Loves to Eat (S1)

    she loves to cook she loves to eat promotional image

    Jdrama adaptation of a GL manga of the same name: Nomoto, a hobby home cook, feels her cooking options are limited since she lives alone. She also resents how society reduces her passion to a marriageable skill, and yearns for an audience for her craft. One day she gets carried away and makes too much food for herself. Gathering her courage, she seeks out her neighbor who lives two doors away and is conveniently the perfect patron for her art.

    Season 1 was a really cute, short, and low-stakes show at 15 minutes per episode. I haven't read the manga so I was worried that the topic of sexuality wouldn't be addressed, but there's an entire lesbian awakening arc that happens quite naturally and is very nice to see in a woman who's in her twenties/thirties (age is unclear).

    Daisy pointed out that it was nice to have a "one cooks, one eats" romance where both characters are actually pretty competent and self-sufficient, it's just that one of them pursues cooking as a hobby, and... yeah! The dynamic also changes when they become more intimate with each other, and their individual preferences become more apparent both to themselves and the audience. The food they make is very attainable and homey, but with personal or regional twists.

    I personally enjoyed how Kasuga's stoicism and Nomoto's little anxieties are only aspects of their personalities that don't define them any more than their interests; they're both well-socialized introverts with baggage. And on top of that, Nomoto's co-workers are refreshingly... normal. Annoying without being obnoxious, curious without being nosy... just people with their own lives working together.

    Overall, a quick, sweet watch with enough substance to sink one's teeth in! Season 2 is still airing (20 episodes this time!!!), so I'm waiting quite a bit to get into that. :)
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    Letterboxd Wrapped - 2663 minutes with comedy as the top genre and Fallen Angels as the top movie

    Technically this should be a "top 2" because only Fallen Angels and Leonor Will Never Die made me feel connected from start to finish (Spider-Man: AtSV was also a 4.5/5 movie for me, but took a while to reel me in).
    2023 movies, books, TV )

    Tools used:
  • Letterboxd Wrapped (3rd party year-in-review generator)
  • Lastboxd (3rd party collage generator)
  • StoryGraph Wrapped
  • Last.FM Playback



    WIP of a watercolor Aurora
    2023 journal cover with a mushroom sticker placed on top of a watercolored aurora
    2023 in journal pages )
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    thumbnail posters of Going by the Book and Chang'an


    Chang'an (2023)
    Animated movie that traces the relationship of Gao Shi and Li Bai as unlikely and yet fated soulmates. This is a really good movie to watch if you're familiar with the poems as well as the poets and historical figures in this era—if not, well, it's educational! And it all comes together gloriously in the Bring in the Wine sequence that is its centerpiece, in which the down-to-earth Gao Shi is finally brought, through wine, into Li Bai's point of view, and takes the audience in with him. After that, the film kind of just plods on with the An Lushan rebellion until it reaches its ultimate conclusion.

    In terms of storytelling, I found this lacking in both emotional drive and a central commitment. The animation is beautiful, with absolutely breathtaking scenery, but there were parts that had the feeling of a storyboard put to motion but not quite into life, to the point where I thought that live actors would have been more effective. In spite of being such a visual medium, it still relied heavily on narration and too many audience stand-ins to explain the outcomes and reasoning. And it felt like it couldn't quite figure out the balance of embellishing for effect and sticking close enough to the facts. But still, it did a magnificent job with characterizing the poems.

    Overall, I think it just didn't manage to make Gao Shi a compelling enough PoV character to be completely worth the entire runtime, even though he himself was an interesting anomaly among his peers. I think I would have enjoyed this a lot more at the cinema! It's also definitely much more enjoyable for its target audience, ie. local Chinese who grew up with the history and likely know all the poems by heart. But as [personal profile] superborb pointed out, there was "not enough baby Du Fu". XD

    (PS. This was very good to watch with a group, both to tide through the length and to engage with the movie at different knowledge levels.)


    Going by the Book (2007)
    Korean remake of the 1991 Japanese movie Bang! that I haven't watched, recommended by someone in a small and now dead Discord server several years ago. (I hope that person's doing well.)

    Going by the Book is a comedy thriller in which bank robbery runs rampant in the port town of Sampo. Lee Seungwoo, the ambitious and newly appointed police chief, proposes a televised bank robbery simulation as a PR move. He designates the role of robber to Jung Doman, an unassuming and law-abiding traffic cop, who takes his job so seriously that the simulation goes off the rails and the SWAT team gets involved, bringing with them a hostage negotiator and national media attention.

    Due to the nature of the plot, this has all the energy of a tense thriller but none of the actual stakes, with comedic interjections from people who are playing the part as the hostages, which makes it very fun (though somewhat stressful) to watch! And it definitely feels like a 2007 movie—the flip phones, the bulky desk computers, the straightforwardness of the screenplay, and the complete absence of social media and any fancy visual effects. Its runtime is an appropriate length of one hour and forty minutes.

    Content notes (might contain spoilers):
    rape as one of the simulated scenarios
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    TV/Movies


    Theater Camp (2023)
    Musical theater camp mockumentary mainly following two seasoned teachers and an influencer who has no idea how to run anything. I didn't care for these three main characters but I did find all the theater jokes very fun and was thoroughly moved by the payoff in Glenn's storyline (+ the kids). Also felt that Ayo Edebiri's character was underused? I wanted to know more about the kids on their own as well.

    An Ancient Love Song (2023)

    A historian travels back in time and meets the Demon Queen he had written about in his book, which propels him into a quest to rewrite history in every way he can. (Daisy rightfully called this "method writing". XD)

    At 14 episodes that are each 30 minutes long, this is a highly finishable drama that captures the feeling of the webnovel in a way that I think is refreshingly old-school. The main characters aren't particularly unique on their own, but they balance the story very well between their relationships. Production values are maximized and editing/directing are marvelously done—there's a strong sense of point-of-view, some well-timed comedy, and fight scenes I don't zone out of.

    The FL has a role and arc that's usually reserved for MLs and I love that so much about her as well as for the actress who gets to play a character which such range. It is SO satisfying to get to the point where she's peeled back to her final timeline and layer. Also loved her brother's storyline is also about gender stereotypes/expectations but for boys.

    Cons: I feel like they could have gone harder on the music + songwriting aspects between the two main characters, and I wish the conflict wasn't as centered on the prime minister + politics (which contains the flavor of nationalism that stereotypes the ~barbaric northerners~). But at least the plot is just a backdrop for a relationship-driven story whose weaknesses outweigh its strengths.

    PS. All palace dramas should include a scene where the emperor gets an eggducation. XD

    Books/Comics

    This is How You Lose the Time WarThis is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone


    Enemies-to-lovers novel in epistolary format as two highly competent agents from opposing sides leave each other letters in the time war. I found the writing flowery and distracting at first, but it grew one me as we spent more time with the characters. Plot was self-contained but a bit too lean for me—I could have done with more meat and tendon.



    Things You May Find Hidden in My Ear: Poems from GazaThings You May Find Hidden in My Ear: Poems from Gaza by Mosab Abu Toha




    IN THE WAR: YOU AND HOUSES

    You fight. You
    die.
    You’ll never know who won or lost,
    or if the war ever ended.

    They didn’t find a place to bury you.
    They carried you on their shoulders,
    wandered through the neighborhood,
    stopped at your childhood school
    and the old park.

    The houses never saw you.
    They’ve already packed their bags.
    Dust has erected a tent in the corners.
    Rust has landed with its worn-out clothes on the tap
    and on the spoon.
    It steals from the water its soft slide,
    while you,
    you sleep on moving sand.
    (I got my copy from Publishers for Palestine.)




    Winnie Chua, "A Walk in a Park"
    some images

    A gorgeous and moving meditation about not knowing how to live your life that landed on all the right spots for me since I too have been Going Through It this year and trying to do things to get out of my head—trying to find myself in the world around me.

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