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Apr. 9th, 2025 06:55 pm
halfcactus: pov: you are a stranger and goldiluck the black cat meowing at you defensively (goldiluck meow)
Manga/manhua/manhwa )
Movies: Beyond the Infinite Two Minutes; Nezha 2; The Substance )
TV: Bai Yao Pu (Fairies Album) S1; I Am Married... But!!! )

Books: Straw into Gold - Fairy Tales Respun )

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RECENTLY:

  • Finished Cheese in the Trap (manhwa) and Ya She (donghua).

  • Watched the "new" Justice in the Dark eps (eps# 9 and 10). "Watched" is a pretty generous way of saying "relied on my memory of the audio drama to understand what's going on". The "zero empathy" thing and DNA talk continue to befuddle me, though they mostly seem to be focused on the argument of nature VS nurture and what that means for Pei Su. It's quite interesting that they made LWZ's mentor's daughter a co-intern in this adaptation, it integrates her more into the plot and emotional themes since she was mostly offscreen in the original work. I'm trying to relearn how to GIF post GIFs on Tumblr and my fandom Bluesky but tbh my fandom energy has been on the decline and my ability to focus worse... it's already a miracle that I managed to watch two whole eps in a week.

  • Feeling a bit anxious in light of global news, because the repercussions of certain US policies might eventually ripple into my livelihood, but I'm trying not to think too much about it.

  • After months of being bald, the tree (I think it might be narra?) across the street has finally sprouted bright new leaves and has been practicing how to flower. :) I was actually really worried it was dying because it grows on concrete and seemed withered for so long and its "seasons" seemed out of sync with the rest of the trees along the street, but the vicious summer seems to have brought it back to life.

  • I'm still paper-journaling faithfully. Four months in and no blank pages, thanks to the manhwa I write about and the smatterings of cmedia that have me drawing new vocabulary. It's the only thing that feels tangible and real these days.
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    I'm back to my regular hermit life but last month was... unexpectedly social. And most of the food I tried outside was mid, so I took pictures of cats instead:
    matcha latte with seahorse latte art, cats, next to normal

    Probably the most memorable convo I had was when I asked a visitor, a pharmacist in NYC Chinatown, if there had been a sudden uptick in vaccinations in light of recent political developments (something that [tumblr.com profile] daisydiversions had spoken to me about earlier in that day in our near-weekly groupwatch call). And he was like, “there was, but it was because of the news about that Taiwanese actress”… RIP Barbie Hsu, I didn't realize you were so popular in the west.


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    Recently watched / currently watching:

  • Soulmate Adventure S1: Baihe(?) + wuxia donghua about a thief and her mysterious white-haired girlfriend... This is the truest experience of watching something for the ship because I have no head for wuxia or plot and just zoned out every time other characters were talking. It didn't help that we watched a Youtube compilation which cut out the opening and ending songs and didn't give us any breathing room.

    Highly recommend the New Year extra AND the original concept MV (set to 髮如雪 / Hair Like Snow) (h/t [personal profile] douqi for both) for 10/10 watches. So cute! And romantic! And a little bit emotional!

    I also liked that the animation had a paper texture overlay and artsy touches—it all really came alive in episode 3, which was one of the more beautiful episods.


  • 哑舍 Ya She: Modern-day supernatural donghua about a magical antique shop that attracts customers with wishes and fatedness... which reminds me a bit of Yuuko's shop in xxxHolic. I'm not sure if the novel this is based on is gen or danmei, but the mysterious shopkeeper and the doctor are very shippy.

    Only saw two eps before getting distracted with Bai Yao Pu. I wasn't particularly moved by the customers/artifacts of the week (probably because it was two romance-leaning cases in a row), but I do like the concept and format. The whole thing is free to watch on Youtube too so I might pick it up again when I'm in the mood.

    CW for stylized visions of animal harm in ep 1 (the animal will be fine)


  • 百妖谱 Bai Yao Pu (also known as Fairies Album): Fantasy donghua about a traveler who helps the spirits she meets along the way but is otherwise morally dubious. Yaoguai-of-the-week format with folk fantasy, nice storytelling, quiet emotional destruction, and found family potential. Seems pretty gen too! Well, so far. XD I've only finished three eps but this is shaping up to be my favorite donghua though I'm keeping my expectations nonexistent. It's a great winding-down watch; I turn off the lights and never skip the OP and ED.

  • 童話故事下集 I Am Married... But!: Newly released Alice Ko/Ko Chia-yen drama about marriage conflicts + living in modern-day Taiwan. A lot of "relatable" details about living with a very traditional mother-in-law. Jasper Liu was a good casting choice for the husband because he really is so cute, but the cuteness is less effective the longer he and Alice Ko's character are married. Only two eps in and so far enjoying it as a show that feels like a movie. It's only around 30 mins / ep so it's kind of a chill lunchtime watch that doesn't need much attention...
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    From chapter 13:

    姜瓷越听越不能苟同:“那照你这么说,这世上就没有日久生情了?”

    霍蓁蓁:“你指哪个‘日’?”

    Currently at chapter 18 and things seem to be picking up. This novel occupies an odd in-between space where it avoids devolving into typical romance drama but still uses the same framework. I'm unexpectedly relieved that some drama is happening now + intrigued by the direction of Wen Nian's storyline.


    Chapter 7-12 vocabulary log
    She Belongs to Me vocabulary log She Belongs to Me chapter 8-12 vocabulary

    Recent

    TV-watching attempts (a.k.a DNFs):

    Handsome Stewardess (Gagaoolala)

    6-episode 2019 Taiwanese GL drama about a butch Taiwanese bartender who decides to become a stewardess so she can stay with her Singaporean martial artist girlfriend. I saw two episodes but had to stop because there were too many transphobic jokes (and callous and continuous use of words I consider slurs)—it's the same joke each time too, and drawn out for too long to ignore. This type of humor is always bad, but when the show attempts to start a conversation about LGBT communities and gender expectations it feels wrong in a much more personal way. How can I take its stance on gender expression seriously when the script punches down at the trans community?
    More thoughts
    I might pick it up again when I'm in a more forgiving mood—it is so short after all, and I'd like to have an informed opinion. There were mentions of Thailand when I stopped, so maybe??? Character growth and exposure to other LGBT communities???? I'll brace myself for the worst, though.

    But Hsiao Man really is as handsome as advertised!!!!


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    Can't Buy Me Love (Netflix)
    2023-2024 Filipino romance drama about a, uhh, rich and messy Chinese-Filipino business family (a stereotype), the competing stepchildren, and their enemies. There's a central murder-suicide mystery about the main character's birth mother and multiple crime subplots. Although the romance arcs are interracial, it's primarily class difference and family drama that divides the pairings, and racial or cultural differences don't even factor. I personally thought that was pretty nice.

    Dialogue within the Chinese "community" is occasionally interspersed with Hokkien (the dominant Chinese language of the Filipino Chinese community), but none of the cast is Chinese, so the results are... interesting. XD

    More thoughtsThe dialogue in the first episode was actually quite passable and plausibly Chilipino! I for one co-sign "gua (我) bahala lo (了)". :P

    The kinship terms are preserved as they should, and I loved the detail where the older brother was simply saved as "Ahya" (阿兄) in the main character's contacts. But every now and then characters will break out a phrase in Hokkien and the pronunciation progresses from somewhat comprehensible to total gibberish. ^^; I know the target audience is mainstream Filipino viewers and not Chinese-Filipinos, but having seen Mano Po (a Filipino movie franchise about Chinese-Filipino families with a non-Chinese cast), I know they can do better.

    In terms of watchability, the first arc (20+ eps) is highly bingeable, but I don't know what the other 100+ eps are for. XD Maris Racal and her character are excellent! She radiates more personality and main character energy than the actual main characters and delivers her lines convincingly, so I can easily forgive her when she dramatically but unintelligibly calls someone a hoe.
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    Yong-Jiu Grocery Store (2019)

    I was really enjoying this show, but sadly from ep6 onward it became a completely different drama, with weird tone changes that wandered into romcom and then dogsblood territory. It felt like episodes 5 and 6 were meant to be the natural stopping point that was meant to lead into the epilogue but they just dragged it on for a few more episodes.

    The mother-daughter storyline was particularly disappointing as the escalated dramatics made the characterizations fall apart, ultimately absolving bad motherhood in a super lazy and stereotypical way. There were pieces in the mother's past that, though compelling, belonged to a completely different puzzle. This show was always about men (the main character, his grandfather, and his grandfather's friends), but the second half made it about men in a very unpleasant way in which women’s storylines were meant to complete the men's instead of existing on their own. So what was meant to be a really sweet and poignant epilogue scene ended up a bit soured for me. :( (Though I still really liked it!)

    Acting-wise, the leads felt lackluster with little to no personality, but I'm unclear how much of that is the acting and how much of it is the writing and directing. Maybe a bit of everything.

    This show also kind of tripped my SEAsian sensitivities (I'm very sensitive haha), but it's mixed with the show's lack of regard for women, and idk if that makes it better or not. ^^;

    On the flip side, I did like learning how the Hokkien word for "kitchen" is written: 灶咖 (pronounced the same in Mandarin)! And the OST is still very very good and the whole thing is actually available for streaming internationally.


    我五行缺你 (My Five Elements Lack You) chapters 25-35
    (Temporarily dropped again bc my brain stopped braining this week haha)

    I have mixed feelings about the case writing from the semifinal arc (building murders) to the bridge arc (lesbians). It feels like the author is still trying to get the hang of nailing longer, twistier mysteries. The lead-ups always have me SO invested, but the final answers are not very convincing. For the tournament arc, where the emphasis is more on interpersonal dynamics, the quick wrap-ups make sense considering the limitations of the characters who are at not leisure to truly investigate. But I think some of the reveals feel more focused on piling up the drama and the twists, rather than the integrity of a short story. I think I was most let-down by the Bridge arc because it was set outside the shackles of a tournament, and I feel like it did not pay me back for the level of emotional investment I had in the f/f couple because I still had so many questions left, lol.




    I Ship My Adversary X Me manhua - volume 8
    The latest chapter is showing us Lao Huang watching the variety show, so it seems we are not far from the end of the manhua. :(

    I think this is the longest I've stuck with a danmei canon (I have been with these boys since ~2018 or 2019...)——the manhua really is just so good at keeping everything fresh. There's even an easter egg to the audiodrama-exclusive side couple ♥




    Marry My Dead Body (2023)
    A good arranged marriage movie centered on the dead person's life, relationships, and struggles as a gay Taiwanese man, though I think it went, as many dramas do, a bit too far on the parental apologism (with very contrived rationales for bad behavior). Plot-wise, it's very straightforward and focused more on getting characters where they need to be. As far as messaging goes, the commentary on sexism in particular felt more effective than usual, maybe because it plays with the characters' PoVs and the consequences of one's assumptions.

    Anyway, I have been forced to look at Aaron Yan's face again and lay my childhood fondness for him to rest. /o\ He at least played a character that felt... appropriate.

    CW for the main character's homophobia and ACAB-ness, especially at the beginning. It's meant to be part of his character's arc where he does get consequences from his actions, and I think they did well in casting an actor who is charismatic and funny. But it's still kind of a lot. He also has temper issues, which are just unpleasant to see in a cop character.

    The use of Jolin Tsai's music (an icon, an ally, and an enduring pop star) really bumped this movie up a notch for me!



    C.S. Pacat, "Fence" vol1–5
    A graphic novel about fencing, boarding school memories, and... love?

    Pros: ensemble cast; sports-centric; LGBT characters; homoerotic sports tropes are as homoerotic as they sound

    Cons: the characters (except for Aiden) and the storytelling are not making this very engaging for me

    cut because this is going to get long )
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    Nimona (2023)
    Streaming on: Netflix

    This adaptation changed a lot of things in the graphic novel, so it feels fresh, and somewhat more simplistic, but no less personal and meaningful. I enjoyed the medieval fantasy setting and the music!

    The movie definitely benefited from having its plot be more streamlined and straightforward. The adult characters had their moral complexities sanded down and felt like completely different characters, but I didn't mind as much since it gave Nimona and the LGBT messaging more room to reach out to the audience. The flashback of Nimona's backstory in the second half was absolutely beautiful and touching and truly pulled the whole movie together.

    I found some of the social commentary dialogue somewhat formulaic and heavyhanded, but it said what it wanted to say and I think it's the kind of children's movie I'd have loved to grow up with!

    (And on a more superficial note: I felt so seen by the music in this movie, which reminds me of 2010s Tumblr/8tracks fandom + workout mixes. I actually stopped the movie halfway to listen to the full Gold Guns Girls 5 times in a row, as God intended.)


    Barbie (2023)
    This was a fun blockbuster but mostly this movie made me sorely feel how much I wasn't the target audience for this. ^^; I don't necessarily mean this as a bad thing, because it was designed to reach out to as many people as possible for good reasons. But the more that jokes and references felt like they were calibrated for maximum relatability, the less I could connect--so this movie didn't mean much to me emotionally. But I still loved both Margot Robbie and Ryan Gosling's performance in this, and all the song/dance numbers, and the set + costume design, and the way people felt so intimately connected to the Barbie lore. It was definitely a movie worth watching in the theater, especially with the energy of an audience who dressed up for it.


    Oh No! Here Comes Trouble (2023)
    Streaming on: iQiyi

    Taiwanese supernatural drama about a young man from a family of calligraphers who learns to use his family's craft as well as his own heart to give peace to the living, the dead, and himself.

    This is one of the better dramas I've seen in a while, with a male protagonist I actually love! The main character is Pu Yiyong, nineteen years old and going through a journey of grief, and characterized through his relationships and interactions. The case-writing and procedural aspects are quite weak, but the supernatural mysteries and elements and the overarching emotional arc are so, so, so well done. As the show goes on, you see more of Pu Yiyong's personality and a brand of kindness that is so specific to him and his emotional space.

    This is also one of my favorite portrayals of a mother-son relationship and the empty spaces in their lives in which the mother herself was a deviant in her prime. She pulls their family together with good humored affection.



    Recently:

    Subbed (because I was unusually productive):
  • Young Blood 2 "Return with Ignited Dreams" special: a collaboration with [twitter.com profile] for_zhouyutong; this video involves the cast talking about their characters. Hosted on Dailymotion because MGTV Youtube cruelly blocked all! our! hard! work! orz

  • Zhang Xincheng: "Guess what Young Blood 2 scene I drew"

  • Zhang Xincheng + "Flower" by Jisoo (livestream clip) (I, for one, am proud of him for even just knowing who sang it lol)

  • Zhang Xincheng: Taking an MBTI test as Yuan Zhongxin (Young Blood 2): interesting commentary at the end about Yuan Zhongxin being an extroverted introvert

    A little preoccupied recently because [twitter.com profile] dramateaque was pretty interested in all the MBTI talk, including the one in a recent livestream. I'm so glad I've accepted my slowness and stopped trying to keep with everything, but at the same time my output rate has become kind of... unhinged again. (I normally average very short 1 video a week, which is also unhinged but in a more normal way lol.)
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    JUNLONG (in Mandarin):
    我剛原本想走那... 整個路都變了,搞不清楚.
    I meant to go that way, but... all the roads have changed and I got confused.

    UNCLE (in Taigi):
    毋是啦,毋是路變,是人變.
    Oh, the roads didn't change. You did.

    WATCHPARTY GROUP:
    WHOOOAAAA.


    Based on the manhua of the same name, Yong-Jiu Grocery Store is a 10-episode Taiwanese drama about a real estate agent who moves back to the province to take over his sick grandfather's little grocery store. As he learns how to run the shop, he rediscovers his own history and learns about the human connections that keep the community and its crafts alive.

    It's premature for me to rec it now but I really enjoyed the first two episodes! Music is great too.

    (When I described the plot to [twitter.com profile] embleciel, she summarized it back to me as "Oh, so Stardew Valley!" which... yes.)

    My not-so-live tweet thread (mostly my GIF train):
    Yong-Jiu Grocery Store Twitter thread


    Also started watching Young Blood 2, by which I mean I've watched exactly one episode since it started airing.

    Relevant Twitter threads:
  • Young Blood 2 fansub + translation thread:
    Mostly trailers. I mistranslated a bit, but I'm learning to be 100x more forgiving of myself when it comes to trailers. XD

  • Young Blood 2 livetweet thread:
    Video clips, translation notes... and GIFs of Zhang Xincheng's face (I'm going back to my roots hahaha)

  • Young Blood 2 premiere livestream thread:
    Mostly notes. Video highlights if I can be bothered, but right now I can't.
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    Rainless Love in a Godless Land (2021)
    Omg I swear I had an entire post about this but Dreamwidth ate it. :(((((( tl;dr this was just an okay drama that is a bit of a cross between Good Omens and Goblin/Guardian, but had very, very, veeeery powerful cinematic moments (the entire intro, and then the Shi Shi performance in the middle, for example!) and a banger soundtrack. The soundtrack is really impressive to me--it's not only cohesive, but the lyrics are actually very relevant and used for maximum effect in the show!!! It's very purposeful about the music in ways that I found EXTREMELY satisfying. The Mayday song is used exactly once, in the end, and there are even some great BGMs that they saved until the later scenes.

    I had and still have a lot of thoughts about its use of Amis folklore and I guess overall I appreciated the intention but ultimately I think it falls short. I wish they'd used their artistic budget to have short informative post-credits segments about the real lore and practices.

    Other things I liked: Toem's everything!!!!!!! She is the single most interesting, and most well-executed character in the show. Best BGM, best styling (not just her excellent collection of earrings, but her outfits that play a lot with PoV), best storytelling. And generally I think this show did well with visual themes of dualities, reflections, and seeing people through reflective surfaces. I also loved that one scene where Hsieh Tienti compares prophecy with the experience of having to rewatch a movie and laugh at the same jokes again and again.


    Midnight Diner (S1)
    I've only finished maybe 7 out of 10 episodes, but I was enjoying this as a Sunday afternoon background watch! It's a slice-of-life show from the PoV of the diner's owner (known as Master)--his policy is to accommodate requests from customers if he has ingredients on hand. Each episode is centered on one customer and one dish, and dishes are usually simple, homey, comfort food, from butter rice to ochazuke to yakisoba.

    Of all the food-related shows, this is the only one that genuinely made me want to cook and made me realize that I do actually enjoy food, haha.


    Jay Chou, "The Greatest Works of Art" [album + MV] (2022)

    This is the long-, long-,long-awaited Jay Chou album, though half of the songs appear to be re-releases of his older singles. I think it makes for a good workout album, and that Still Wandering and You Are the Firework That I Missed fit so well together, lyrically.

    I really enjoyed the MV!!!!!!! Plot-wise it's a lot like his 2007 movie Secret (Jay really likes his magical pianos), but more artsy and glamorous and whimsical, and with an outlook that is more adult and less self-absorbed. There's a little piano duel in the middle (with none other than Lang Lang) that's actually fun, not just a directorial flex.
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    August summary: lockdown + got vaxxed + bought some stationery (you can see them here) and a digital keyboard (Casiotouch S1--I'm thinking about posting some sort of ~review~ when I have more time).

    I finished a lot of media in August, but most of them were books I started a while back, or shows I've been groupwatching over a period of months. ^^;

    TV/Movies

    HiStory3 Trapped, The Day of Becoming You, Kamen Rider Build, Minari )


    Books

  • Neon Yang, "The Black Tides of Heaven": thoughts here
  • Jessica Zafra, "Twisted Travels: Rambles in Central Europe”: thoughts here
  • Allie Brosh, "Solutions and Other Problems": I liked this book for personal reasons, but due to the content, it's in no way a pleasant or enjoyable read. "Banana" was very funny, though. I'm also anti-reccing the physical book as it is very, very heavy and unwieldy. Might sell my physical copy and switch to digital when I have more energy. (Book contains: pet illness + death, suicide and grief, cancer scare, medical situations, drugs)



    Lastly, a list of fanworks I made throughout the month:


  • The Day of Becoming You Tumblr gifset tag in chronological order
  • The Day of Becoming You gifs (Twitter thread)
  • Couple of Mirrors (12-episode republican era GL drama, which we're now groupwatching) gifs (Twitter thread)
  • Piano arrangement/sheet music for Crush On (ep 22 piano BGM) from The Day of Becoming You
  • Piano arrangement/sheet music for My Soul (ep 23 guitar BGM) from The Day of Becoming You: here's a video of me playing a draft of this arrangement, using a random instrument setting in my new keyboard XD
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