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  • I am now 10 chapters into The Fellowship of the Ring (via audiobook), here are my journal pages on it. I'm a full month behind the Shelved by Genre (podcast) pace, and a lot of the things that are being discussed go right over my head anyway, but I'm enjoying having the readalong experience.

  • Some photos I took this month: 4 photos of flowers + 1 of a magnificent chicken that I passed by on the small residential road that I privately think of as "the chicken path". I'm trying to be better at ID-ing plants but it's not really going well.

  • I'm at the part of Legend of Mana where I have gotten the Sword of Mana artifact? But I still have so many quests left? Even though I totally messed up the artifact placements and have been locked out of a bunch of other quests? Shoutout to this beautifully designed Legend of Mana fansite + walkthrough which is so neatly organized and ad-free. Without its step-by-step dungeon guides I would have dropped this game within 5 hours and left too many quests unfinished because I can't be bothered to explore from place to place.

  • Just set up a personal fantranslation site (halfxin.bearblog.dev) for organizing old works--just audiodrama clips and fancomics for now. I'm not fannishly active in any capacity anymore, I just like clean websites.


    Misc. links
  • Zhang Linghe’s face is the real star of Pursuit Of Jade – and that’s the point - h/t [personal profile] douqi, an entertaining little piece about the economics of TV and attractiveness.

  • 深渊猫猫: A 4-koma-style slice-of-life comic on Bilibili about living with an eldritch cat.
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    https://thefridayfive.dreamwidth.org/150938.html

    1. What was the last book you read (or are currently reading)?
    Last read manhwa: On My Way to Meet Mom, would recommend! It's a 30-chapter story about an orphan boy in a post-apocalyptic world (where there are more aliens than humans) who discovers the concept of family one day and sets out to find it. Very comforting because the boy is so ordinary! He is small and round and human and that is enough reason for him to be deserving of love. It's gen through and through, which I like, and acknowledges that gender and gendered family roles are human constructs, which I also like. And the character designs are so good!!! Beautiful fantasy elements too, like whales in the sky.

    Last read book: A Small Place by Jamaica Kincaid, an 80-page essay about Antigua, post-colonialism, white tourism, and global power dynamics. Hits pretty close to home and written quite lyrically. Would also recommend!

    Currently reading: The Fellowship of the Ring audiobook (narrated by Andy Serkis)—I'm not sure how sustainable the audio format is for my attention span but it got me further than all past attempts to read the text with my eyes. I now see the appeal of Tolkien. I still can't visualize anything, though...

    2. What was the last movie you watched?
    This morning's groupwatch—we meant to watch the Journal with Witch live action movie, but the subs were machine-translated from Chinese which was painful, so we switched to 100 Meters on Netflix. It's about what running means to athletes, the years and years of training and self-doubt all for these races which are over in 15 seconds, and what those 15 seconds mean. On paper: good concept! I can see this being a nice, thoughtful manga. In practice, it had some really interesting textures and breathtaking moments, but I thought the storytelling was poor and did not maximize the animated form. None of the characters also ever really have inner lives, and because of that, the main character's speech at the end feels unearned.

    3. What television series are you currently watching?

  • Loving Strangers (cdrama): I stopped watching this for a while and then got back to it because I was feeling tired and 委屈, and this show is nothing but characters who are tired and 委屈.

  • How Dare You!? (cdrama): 14 eps in, I don't have very strong feelings about it but it's a group watch and there are enough interesting plot points that I'd like to see through. The show is kind of uneven, some sets of episodes are paced better than others. I really liked the first ED so I was very sad that they changed it to the more "serious" one.

  • Pursuit of Jade (cdrama): One of my oomfs said this got her out of a cdrama slump and true enough I managed to watch 2 eps in a row. XD I am not very enthused that the FL, a small village butcher, is Secretly Proficient in Martial Arts and has Secretly Important Parents (deceased).

  • Witch Hat Atelier (anime): So beautiful and worth the wait! Not sure how much the anime covers and how long I'll stick with it, but I'm pleased that its impact is mainstream enough that I have a common interest with IRLs again.

    4. What are some of your favorite blogs or communities online?
    My fav community is the HnG server where we groupwatch non-HnG-related things and people share pictures of their local birds and flowers. :') Also the gaming channel in the NiF server, it's like the only channel I check haha. Also all the bookish people in my Dreamwidth and Storygraph circles because how else do I know what books exist! I read A Small Place because I saw two of my Storygraph mutuals (one of them is, naturally, [twitter.com profile] aartichapati) finish it recently.

    My favorite blogs are mostly defunct. </3 Some old blogs that are still up but no longer active: Lazy Evaluation Ranch, a personal farm blog; Hanzis Matter, a blog "dedicated to the misuse of Chinese characters in western culture"; Source Code in TV and Films; and Said the Gramophone, a music blog (still updates every December).

    5. What social media do you belong to and check often?
    Twitter and Bluesky... I also have an Instagram but as usual I've stopped checking it 😂
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    Recently finished standalone things:

    Sally Rooney, "Normal People"
    Coming-of-age + romance litfic between two flavors of insufferable young adults. It was fine. Plus points for being very readable and getting me out of a slump. Minus points for Connell's PoV, which I found unconvincing, uncohesive, and undeserved, and brought to mind a movie I disliked for similar reasons, the animated Filipino movie Saving Sally, though this one wasn't as egregious.

    Project Hail Mary (2026)
    Very well-produced, though bleak. It's a really good movie for the green screen-fatigued—Rocky the alien is a physical puppet, and so lifelike it effectively distracts you from the quality of the writing. The movie itself is, at the end of the day, a male power fantasy, which would not have bothered me if it weren't so LONG; the last twenty to thirty minutes were altogether extraneous, repetitive, and un-suspended any disbelief I had in the power of friendship. It really suffers so much from having Rocky be sidekick-type character. (But to the credit of this movie, I did cry once lol)


    Manhwa + manga


    How to Ride the Hero's Coattails (manhwa)
    A VERY promising transmigration + academy + tower/dungeon story with a FMC. It actually reminds me of the cnovel/cdrama/donghua How Dare You!? but so far it's very gen. The FL transmigrates as a a random no-name character in a tower novel. She decides that the path to survival is to put on a heroine-like personality (bubbly, naive, forgiving) and stick to the novel MC, an in-universe transmigrator (kind of like the 2FL in How Dare You) who happens to be her classmate. In his PoV, he's the only one with novel knowledge and so he assumes, with full confidence, that he's the one using her for his own gain and "developing" her as a hidden-gem character. He also assumes from her behavior that she's a new romanceable character, but in reality she's the one calling the shots and stealing all the romanceable girls from him. XD


    Re-living My Life With a Boyfriend Who Doesn't Remember Me (manga)
    Tropey sunshine girl x tsundere boy she-fell-first-he-fell-harder romcom, with fair amounts of angst and obvious HP influences: After tragically discovering her boyfriend's dead body, the FL finds herself transported back in time to < 2 years before his death. When she approaches him, it becomes apparent that he doesn't remember her at all or have an interest in befriending her. But of course, that won't stop her! She's determined to stop his death at all costs and content to stay by his side in any way possible.

    The first chapters are mostly of her pursuing him and being continuously rebuffed, which isn't the most fun dynamic, but eventually the ML goes through a journey of discovery: that he has feelings for her, that his coldness has made her perceive him as someone she can't ask for help from, and that his competition is his own future / alternate-timeline self whom he develops an inferiority complex to. He decides to step up his game and set aside his pride, trying to get her to see him and love him as he is. On her part she falls in love with him twice but is still powered by too much trauma to rely on people.

    There's also a neat little twist that
    spoilersthis is actually their third timeline. In the first timeline, the FL dies. In the second timeline (the one that the FL remembers), the ML remembers and dies to prevent the FL's death. The present timeline is the third, the FL remembering and trying to prevent the ML's death.



    The Person I Loved Asked Me to Die in My Sister's Stead (manga)
    I'm only 3 volumes in but the angst, it's beautiful. The setup is pretty banal: the kingdom needs a sacrifice to appease the mana tree from the otherworld. The FL's younger sister is chosen. The FL's crush begs the FL to go in her sister's place. Being a lovesick pushover, the FL agrees. When she is being sent to the otherworld, the sacred sword Sartis suddenly appears, declares she is his master, and follows her to the otherworld. Sacrifices are typically meant to be devoured by the tree, but the FL having a sacred sword and an aptitude for magic by her side, finds away to put it to sleep instead. She survives... for twenty more years. All alone, in a land full of monsters, not aging because of the concentration of magic. One day a portal opens and from the portal comes a man who is the spitting image of her first love. The young man turns out to be the son of her first love and her sister. He challenges her for the sword, and loses; he decides to become her apprentice instead, aiming to be good enough to win the sword by the time he has to return to the human world.

    Through Lloyd (ML), Irene (FL) finds out that she's been framed as an evil witch who was exiled for stealing the sacred sword. There's a lot of emotional tension around Lloyd's presence in the otherworld—with him, Irene learns what it's like to be around people again. But the longer he stays the less likely she'll be hold on to her sanity when he leaves, having tasted human companionship again. Lloyd, on his part, is learning that while he thinks of himself as a monster he can't stand the idea of the FL thinking she's a monster. He's a walking existential crisis with a pair of avoidant parents hahaha.
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    Potion Witch
    90-chapter webtoon about a woman who's a pharmacist by day and vigilante witch by night. A good, tight, case-centered story with het romance and equal-opportunity emotional hurt/comfort. The ML is an ex-nepo baby who's managed to eke out a living as a cop. Due to his lack of physical endurance, his duties are mostly paper-pushing are cat-feeding. He and the FL are equally competent investigators, but the FL is physically stronger, which I thought was very nice.

    Interestingly enough, the first half of the story is about unpeeling the layers of the ML's family trauma while the FL remains opaque and unaffected until the last act that reveals her. I loved the little found family beats between the FL and ML, and the ML's relationships with his estranged brother and his privileged nepo baby peers.

    Cons: Disappointed that the 2FL's storyline didn't really go anywhere outside of being a plot device. She's seen at the beginning as being unhappy with her family situation and abusive towards her employees, but nothing comes out of that?


    Meg Cabot, "No Offense"
    This was a Valentine's Day read: librarian x sheriff romance with small-town mystery/case elements that felt far too short for either storyline to land. The apology pies were pretty cute, though.

    Unveil: Jadewind ep1
    Only saw ep 1, which was was an hour long..... I like how the FL is written like a ML? She fills some sort of leadership role as a palace-appointed investigator and is good at martial arts. The ML is a physically weak astronomer who can deduce information with math which can be really funny if the drama leaned more on humor. Didn't continue bc ep1 didn't really grab me, which is normal with cdrama but I just have too little patience these days to give 30-episode shows a chance.

    Cosmic Princess Kaguya (2026)
    Surprisingly, not bait!!! The yuri was real!!! The characters not so much. Iroha's character actually felt like the ML in a 90s/2000s anime... The concept of a tired student who brings home a manic pixie dream robot that proceeds to follow her around at school... The trajectory of their relationship... I really wish they'd done better in developing her arc. I was so invested in her family backstory but it doesn't feel like the movie particularly cares about the characters as people. I did like the sibling relationship even though the relationship progress never translates into action when it matters.

    A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms
    I totally need to rewatch this bc I wasn't looking at the screen the first time and only started paying attention to ep4 (a really good episode) and missed so many fun visual details. I didn't read the original novella(s?) so I don’t have much to say about the show except that the performances were interesting—especially among the older Targaryens, they had such flavorful interactions and I could actually recognize them by the energy they brought in (I kept forgetting who everyone else was). And the music was great… AND it was nice to see texture again after years of living on cmedia lol
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    Dead Horses by Freya JN is now available for purchase physically and digitally! It was one of my favorite reads of 2025. In Twitter/meme terms, absolute cinema. Highly highly highly recommend it if you like messy catgirls, intentional worldbuilding, and storytelling that trusts its readers. CW: some violence and horror.

    DEAD HORSES - a feline lesboviolence fantasy western about getting what you deserve

    🐛Available now on physical + digital 🐛

    Etsy

    itch.io

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    — Freya JN ([bsky.social profile] goblinstunts) January 6, 2026 at 3:30 AM


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    Life:

  • I've been doing Yoga with Uliana's 30-day yoga challenge. It's only 10 mins a day with a focus on gentle movement and mobility. As I still have lingering cough/cold symptoms this is the ideal level of exercise for me even though the inversions make me miserable. (•ᴗ•،،)

  • I've been trying to use the start of the new year as an impetus to fix my sleeping schedule for the sake of my physical health. It is: not going well. I'm still having trouble falling asleep (probably anxiety) and feeling attacked by how there is too little time in the day to do ANYTHING (...probably also anxiety). BUT I've been better at thinking about going to bed at 10PM.

  • Bird updates: the (narra?) tree across the street is going through its balding phase, and I've been seeing the little egret—which stopped hanging out on this tree in 2025 and appears to be favoring low areas, presumably near water sources—perch on its bare branches. So that's pretty exciting.
  • 2025 Books

    Jan. 1st, 2026 08:20 pm
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    2025 books

    Book recap bc I managed (barely!) to fulfill my goal of finishing 12 books this year. Goodreads tells me I read 4,000 pages with an average book length of 300 pages and an average rating of 3.7/5, which is... not bad for someone who hasn't really been feeling books. Most of what I read this year were by authors I haven't previously read, and most are some kind of Asian. Read 0 books/comics in Chinese (but not for lack of trying).

    Also read a bunch of webtoons and indie oneshots (from Shortbox), but those are harder to quantify, so:
    the 12 books of 2025 )
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    I started journaling about food so I can delete my 384903489 badly taken food photos from my camera roll.

    Journal photos (mostly food notes lol)

    journal page: thoughts about comics and movies
    1) I didn't have enough free space so I just wrote my Shortbox notes in my monthly spread lol.
    2) Angst without emotion: the most worthless feeling of them all. is a blurb about a song, but it perfectly encapsulates how I feel about most manhwa with tragic protagonists, like what's the point of all this drama when the characters don't get to feel things!!!

    journal page: notes and drawings of food
    Mid mooncakes for Mid-Autumn \o/ (They weren't bad, just not worth the price, all the fillings were too sweet and the yolks not to salty enough to offset them)

    journal photo: movies, various sights, hidden love manhwa
    WIP haha:

    i ruined the page (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)

    November 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM

    Re: Hidden Love—my one important note is that the English translation I read (I think there are multiple) went a bit too far with the Anglicized/localized names. I can deal with Zola Sang (Sang Zhi) and Jesse Duan (Duan Zhi), but I draw the line at Yeecouver (Yihe, the name of a place)!


    journal photo: flora, fauna, and food
    I recently discovered the podcast Secretly Incredibly Fascinating and listened to their ep about pumpkins.
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    As with the last two years, I had a shared haul with a few other people. And as with the last two years, I've mostly only read what I got for myself, because we kind of got... a lot. I got more than I usually do bc the organizer (Zainab Akhtar) has been talking about taking a break so this is our last Shortbox Comics Fair for a while, which is also good for me bc both my wallet and my brain could use a break from month-long comic fairs. 😂

    Hero in the Serpent's Skin by Hwei 🇲🇾
    Wrote about it here.

    Kasalan ng Bayan | Community Wedding by Renren Galeno 🇵🇭
    An overachieving student deals with the duality of (co-)organizing a community wedding while convincing her parents to file for legal separation... A story about transferrable skills and girlhood. Renren Galeno is most known (locally, at least) for her thriller comic Sa Wala | Nothing to Lose which is about a magical cockfighting chicken (which I haven't read), so I was surprised to see her put out something with such a mundane and low-stakes setting lol.

    Dead Horses by Freya JN
    Or as the artist calls it, feline lesboviolence. A marvelous feat of storytelling that sets you on a winding path that twists and twists—"in circles, in knots"—until it takes you back to where it begins and gives you release. The writing is patient, the dialogue snappy, and the visual journey perfectly cinematic and emotionally rewarding. There's also a soundtrack for it.

    Highly recommend if you like fantasy with worldbuilding, action, messy women, rewarding twists, and a dose of horror. Hands down one of the best things I've read this year.

    how i made Dead Horses, from thumbnail to final page 🐱

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    — Freya JN ([bsky.social profile] goblinstunts) October 21, 2025 at 2:05 AM


    Layover By Lis Xu
    Short comic about visiting family in Shanghai during a layover. Everything is drawn in pencil which makes the story feel like a diary entry, and the characters drawn as anthropomorphic dogs which gives it a sense of distance. It's not too detailed or serious but still feels very personal and might be triggering for people who have sick family abroad.

    Lina and Eileen by Shuning Ji
    Fantasy comic about a princess who dreams of being kidnapped by a dragon, and a lady knight who dreams of slaying one. Painted with a vibrant watercolor style that evokes fairy tales while questioning them. The plot is too YA for me, though I'm fond of the note it ended with.

    Meet Me at the Seafloor by Gojiberry
    A depressed marine biologist hears a siren's song, tracks it down, and meets a selkie. Life-affirming and manga-like and a nice change of pace from my dark fantasy fish romances. Also reminded me of this other manhwa I was reading at that time called I See You, which is about a woman who's about to commit suicide but is challenged by the Reaper (also a woman) to live three more months. And then they were roommates! I haven't finished that one yet.

    Fashion Intervention by Chereen Francis-Roberts
    28-year-old Bertie has a party to attend but her closet is haunted by a fashionable demon. 😱 Very fun oneshot about self-care through self-expression. Has the thrills of shoujo transformations/makeovers except the MC has to do it all herself and make do with what she has. I basically live in Uniqlo so #can't relate to the struggles but the outfits were super fun.

    Aquatic Lives by Pepe Reyes 🇵🇭
    This was actually part of last year's comic fair, but since Pepe Reyes also participated this year I wanted to read his previous entry first. This is such a beautiful piece about being in the sea. The visual style reminds me of the Delirium chapter in Sandman: Endless Nights. In his afterword he posts underwater photos he took when diving in preparation for this comic, which was very cool! His 2025 comic is about bugs (I think), though, so I'm kind of nervous about reading that. 🙈
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    https://thefridayfive.dreamwidth.org/144035.html

    1. Do you ever wonder if the way you see things visually aren't how other people see them?
    When I'm making graphics or subtitles, all the time, yeah! And in real life, I've always felt that I have no eye for decor and fashion and often wish I was better at knowing what looks good/bad.

    2. What kind of sounds are the most annoying?
    Fingernails on canvas/rough fabric. I guess it's not so much an annoyance as it is a sensory issue...

    3. When walking through a store, do you shop with your hands by touching/feeling the texture of things?
    Sometimes. Just for fun and having something to do with my hands and pretending I know what I'm looking at.

    4. If you could only smell three scents for the rest of your life, what would they be?
    I can't think of any off the top of my head. From a practical standpoint, I would like to be able to smell when garlic is cooking, because it would be very disconcerting to not be able to. And also when anything is burning because it would be scary not to. And then I suppose one of my perfumes because it's comforting to smell yourself to sleep lol.

    5. What sorts of things do you savor when eating them?
    Most little snacks I can eat on my own time and just about anything my mom cooks. Just this morning I really savored the store-bought salmon onigiri I ate during today's groupwatch. Groupwatch is around 3 hours long so it was nice to take my time eating! The salmon flakes hit so good. But yeah, I usually just savor warm homey food with some level of nutritional value, especially at the end of the day or when I'm taking a break from work. Also, clean-tasting cold water.

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    Recently watched (and wished I had the energy to write about):
  • Dear Evan Hansen (UK touring group)
  • 青蛇 Green Snake (1993 movie starring Maggie Cheung and Joey Wong)
  • Gitling (Hyphen)

    Recently read:
  • The Housekeeper of the Dungeon (manhwa), which I wrote about here

    Shortbox Comics Fair is back which means I'm saving up to make strategic purchases again even though my reading brain is still dead... So far I've only gotten Hwei (lalage)'s White Snake comic Hero in the Serpent's Skin which I wrote about here.
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    1.
    Some manhwa I read at the end of August:
    Shall We Bathe, Your Grace?; Savor the Taste; Live Happily Ever After With My Ex's Uncle (DNF)

    All on Manta:

    Shall We Bathe, Your Grace? (m/f, complete): Short, cracky, fairly standard romance, tropey villains. Plot gets progressively mediocre, the bigger it becomes, but it's short. The FL gets transmigrated to a pseudo-European fantasy world and struggles with the lack of hygiene and sanitation standards. Although her new family is very loving, they have also forbidden her to bathe, citing bathing as the cause of her illness. She finds a kindred spirit in the duke who is notorious in high society for being scrupulously clean and obsessed with bathing. The obvious solution is to marry him and get unlimited access to baths. Eventually they become a power couple that changes the world, one hygiene practice at a time, fighting scientific misinformation by... equating water and bathing with divinity.




    Savor the Taste (m/f complete): As always, the initial cooking plot is pretty fun, and the transition to romance and Big Plot is meh, but it's also fairly short. Plot: the ML is cursed so all food tastes bad to him (...which reminds me of Covid) so he avoids eating. The FL, a transmigrator from the modern world, is about to executed as the princess of a subjugated nation, but because she's Quirky, she brought a snack as her last meal, which she offers to the ML. Unexpectedly the ML finds it delicious and this gives her a path to survival: he delays her execution, brings her back to his estate to cook for him, and falls in love.

    The storyline with the FL's half sister is actually pretty good! Her sister is a beautiful and honorable princess, and the reason where their nation is conquered in the first place. The emperor courted her, was rejected, and decided the best recourse was to take her nation, kill her family, and keep her as a caged bird. This puts the FL at odds with her: her sister wants to avenge her family and take the FL with her to protect her, not knowing that the FL has fallen in love with the duke. It's resolved in a bittersweet way that I really like, even though I find the plot unimpressive (they add it some stuff about witches too which I don't think blends well) and the romance too bland to warrant the drama.


    Live Happily Ever After With My Ex's Uncle (DNF): Misleading teaser which makes it seem like the ML is happy to be used by the FL. Atrocious translation (I think this might be Kuaikan's own translation, and Manta is only distributing it). Dogsblood. You're better off reading Marry My Husband.


    I also finished Semantic Error, which I loved all the way to the end, even though I needed a few more chapters for closure. It's the first time I've been disappointed in a manhwa for not having extras. I wanted to know more about Sangwoo (MC)'s family relationships and previous romantic relationship. All you get from the manhwa is that he does have a family, and he did used to date, but none of these are ever shown or treated as relevant information Still, it was a lot of fun, and all those scenes where Jaeyoung (ML) calls Sangwoo and prompts him to tell him all about his day felt like food for my heart.

    2.
    Into the Woods
    Oh, if life were made of moments / even now and then a bad one—! / But if life were only moments / then you'd never know you had one

    Saw a local staging for Into the Woods. It was my first time experiencing the musical in any form, and I enjoyed every moment. Read more... )


    I Am Setsuna
    A year ago, I started this song purely because the Spotify algorithm played me this song:


    I've been playing it on and off ever since, and when I finally heard the song in the game, at the very end of the story, you bet I teared up. I'm glad I finished it and got my catharsis! I was pretty ready to DNF it because I found it to be kind of a slog—the characters felt deliberately familiar as the entire game is modeled on classic JRPGs, but nothing about them was individually compelling. Gameplay-wise, I don't think I really enjoyed it until almost the end when I got access to the MP-recovering Spritnite (Gagnrath) and settled on a rotation of characters (Endir, Setsuna, and Nidr/Aeterna). On the plus side: it is so short and linear and totally finishable! And yeah, pretty nostalgic! I was worried about getting lost in dungeons because there were no maps, but non-random encounters made it easy to tell if I've been through an area or not. ^^;

    My final party was Endir (lv 60), Setsuna (lv 56), and Aeterna (lv 53)—I spent an hour repeatedly challenging the Stoniel trio in the Last Lands and losing before realizing that the answer to all my problems was simply the Grand Cross triple combo. With Aeterna's crit rate boosted by her weapon and combo damage boosted by one of the Spritnites, none of the regular bosses in the final dungeon stood a chance. I was probably also over-levelled by the end of the game, which helped?

    random notes about the game—contains endgame spoilers )
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    Shamelessly just copy/pasting the stuff I wrote on comment sections. I subbed to Manta for a month because you get a discounted price + gems on your first month (Manta's system is now a hybrid model of subscription access and purchase through in-app gems) and I wanted the gems for the orca BL which just started serializing in English and is gem-only.

  • Killer Whale Protocol (ongoing): Modern-day m/m romance by the creator of my favorite manhwa, Goldiluck the Black Kitten. Spoiler: I don't like it as much as Goldiluck, but I guess that's to be expected.

    The vibes are a bit like Shape of the Water but with standard BL tropes (I think! I confess I have never actually seen Shape of the Water). The MC is a new hire in a research facility that deals with aquatic animals that don't seem quite right. He is a lover of killer whales and starts visiting and feeding the neglected killer whale that lives in a deserted tank as part of his destressing ritual. The killer whale likes to hang out with the MC and snack on the MC's bullies when the MC isn't looking. One of the bullies is his rapist from high school, so while this arc was painful to get through, at least we know there is cold-blooded comeuppance.

    CW: Rape (past), attempted rape (present)

  • The Iron Inside: f/f dystopia set in post-apocalyptic Seoul where everyone lives in an underground base. The story beats reminded me of a mix of Wandering Earth, Little Mushroom, and Snowpiercer, but with more eugenics since all the survivors are handpicked "elites". Inexplicably men went extinct so the only way to repopulate was to wake up cryogenically frozen humans as needed. I found the characters and relationships interesting (the FL is rightfully resented by the community since she's sleeping with the director and getting special treatment) but the worldbuilding and timeline confused me and made me curious about the novel. It was really short (> 40 chapters) and the art was great so for all its strangeness I don't regret reading it!

  • Semantic Error: m/m modern-day campus enemies-to-lovers romance between a computer science major and his visual design major sunbae. Loved the first two (out of three) seasons a lot but I struggle to continue things when I've paused them, however brief. The graphic design parts (exhibit A, exhibit B) had me cackling.

  • When Fate Finds Us: m/f romantasy where the FL has been marked as the bride of the god and is destined to be sacrificed to him imminently. She has the ability to see fragments of the future when she touches people, so she's regarded as a prized prophet when she's in fact treated as a prisoner in the temple. The ML helps her break out of the temple in exchange for her help in locating a family heirloom. The vibes so far are part Tangled, part fantasy anime, mostly enjoyable, but again, I paused it momentarily so idk when to get back.

  • 风之咒 The Wind Spell: f/f (fish/fucker) dark fantasy set in the 17th century. It appears that the MC is some sort of witch (whose medium is a rope) and the FL is a vicious mermaid? I have only read like 2 pages so I can't really talk about the story but omg I am obsesseeeeeeeeed with this artist's art (their other comic appears to be a baihe about a lady and her maid). Vibes-wise, reminds me of Your Eternal Lies.
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    May journal photo: a panel of a Joseon-dynasty scholar with tears streaming down his face and a hand-written caption that says "How it feels to finish GOLDILUCK"
    A photo of a journal page populated with simple and amateurish drawings of birds I saw in May 6 and May 7, accompanied by a Li-Young Lee poem and the lyrics of a song by A Fine Frenzy.

    Words are from a poem by Li-Young Lee and Bird of the Summer by A Fine Frenzy.

    I have not seen any egrets—which used to hang around our area in the recent years—since the 7th of May, but I've had sightings of other birds after that. These days I'm back to only seeing sparrows, though sometimes I hear orioles flying overhead in the morning.

    More journal photos
    may calendar spread: bird on a wire on may 7, fire on may 8, mother's day on may 11, minsan fest on may 17, ikinari on may 24, and sightings of birds congregating in the advent of rain

    The fire was just down the street. It turned out only to be a first-alarm fire and was put out pretty quickly, but I was too alarmed to take a video. /o\
    the duality of "may 7: bird on a wire, may 8: FIRE!"

    thoughts on the wicked ladies in waiting and the tale of goldiluck

    thoughts on sa ye audio drama eps 1 and 2, rose of versailles (2025), and the match (2025)

    Went through a minor crisis because these Japanese jam and butter packets gave me SO much joy but are so wasteful:
    A drawing of Japanese jam and butter packets, with my hand-written caption: "Packaging joy"

    Vocabulary from Justice in the Dark:
    jitd vocab: influence of female relatives, to house a mistress, to keep up appearances, figurehead, bachelor, expose, foregone conclusion, unexpected winning move, fluke
    vocabulary from justice in the dark: sequence/hierarchy, troublesome/thorny, extort, regrettable, coal cinder


    Movies

    The Rose of Versailles (2025)
    Most of the story was compressed into music video form so it felt kind of like a musical? It's a very vibes-y adaptation with unapologetic anachronisms, but ultimately lacked closure between the two lead characters. It's a fun movie to watch with a friend, though, especially when none of you are familiar with the original canon. There's so much to comment on! (Me: "Oooh is he regaining his eyesight?" / Daisy: "Oooh is he losing sight in his other eye?")

    The Match (2025)
    Netflix markets this as a psychological thriller that highlights the main character's breakdown, but it's actually a character study about two inter-generational baduk players (the peerless mentor and his prodigious student) who push and pull each other and breathe new life into the sport. (Found out afterwards that this movie was based on real players.) Really enjoyed this one!

    Detective Chinatown 1900 (2025)
    I... How do I put it? If my paternal elders' chain letters were turned into a movie, this is what comes out—buddy-cop dynamics, broad humor, Chow Yun-fat's long dramatic spiels about Sinophobia, and racist caricatures of Native American culture (that these characters are portrayed as good people is immaterial).

    Zhang Xincheng (playing a supporting character) was very attractive when he swore in English. IIRC he even won an award for his performance in this movie, which is painful to me because while I like that he did this movie because it broadens his network, I absolutely do not want people to associate him with this. 😂


    Webtoons

    The Wicked Ladies-in-Waiting (S1)
    Het romantasy that puts emphasis on gen + found family relationships. Although it begins with a standard romance setup (the FL and ML's first meeting), the two leads part almost immediately so the FL can pursue her revenge and nudge the second prince to bid for the throne.

    A quote from the scene where the second prince cross-dresses and earnestly draws inspiration from his ladies-in-waiting: Examples of true women I know, and not mere images people made up... It's Coco, who is confident and charming like a flickering flame, and Julia, who is tranquil yet formidable like the waves. Julia and Coco are like teachers, friends, and sisters to me, and I have been closer to them than anybody else.

    The Tale of Goldiluck the Black Kitten
    Life has simply not been the same since I finished this. I spent months unlocking 2-3 chapters a day, a most soothing routine, and when I finally got to the end life felt so empty. ;__; This is a gen + found family manhwa that ended with a trope that's usually associated with romance. Ahhhh I love them so much! And the manhwa loves cats so much, I cried so hard over each and every one of them (except maybe Goldiluck's derpy bio-dad lol).

    The artist's current project is a Shape of the Water-esque BL manhwa where one of the characters is an orca that can take human form, which is... very on-brand for them.

    Misc.

    Sa Ye audio drama eps 1–2
    Listened to the first two eps of the censored cut; I am unclear if anything was cut in these two eps and hated the feeling so much I couldn’t go on. The AD seems to start you off at a different point from the novel. Rather than guiding you through the leads' first meeting, it drops you straight in the classroom, at which point they've already met and I have no idea how many characters I'm listening to because they're all delinquent-type boys.
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    Because it was that sort of week.

    love by mistake cover: the tyrannical CEO cradles the FL and gazes upon her tenderly while the FL winks charmingly in her elegant white gown, one hand playing the ML's glasses, the other playing with the knot of his tie 错撩 Love by Mistake (ongoing, DNF)

    Modern-day miscommunication romance between a financial journalist and the CEO that she thinks is her ex-boyfriend's girlfriend's uncle (...). I stopped after the get-together but right before the CEO finds out about the FL's initial ulterior motives because why subject myself to stress lol.

    The art style is attractive, all aesthetic, sometimes empty, sometimes hot. I can't tell if it's disproportionate to how dumb the plot is, or appropriately superficial. I read the official translation that's on Webcomics App, where all the names are anglicized to an extent that I actually find them hard to remember! I only know the FL is named Sylvie Jaine... Everyone else has illogical and unmemorable names.

    The pop culture callbacks were basic but fun—Pride and Prejudice 2005 and not!Nakashima Mika.


    cover image for the villainess makes amends: a pink-haired young lady wearing a lab coat has a hand raised thoughtfully on her chin. she's carrying a bunch of scrolls and papers under her elbow. a yellow bird perches on her shoulder. The Villainess Makes Amends (ongoing)

    Shoujo fantasy comedy about a magical engineer who, with the help of her unhinged Saintess cousin, goes back one year in time to prevent her family's death. She leaves behind the corrupt system of academia and goes back to make amends with her estranged family with the goal of averting disaster and death. (In spite of its title, she's not really a villainess.)

    The family stuff and the poking fun at isekai/regression tropes are super fun! Everyone in the family is a Character and in possession of the tsundere gene. The MC and her diva of a second brother have a believable sibling relationship in which their love language is bickering and insulting each other.

    It gets a little less fun when the focus is on MC and the ML (especially when they're surrounded by one-bit villains), but still funny since the MC has nothing but derision over the ML's (the crown prince in disguise) shadiness in spite of all his effort to be as charming as possible. (The dynamic is somewhat similar to Maomao and Jinshi in Apothecary Diaries.)

    I wish the running gag of the MC being a math-obsessed engineer were less elementary (as cute as it is that the MC loves wearing checkered print, I want her to discover more geometric patterns!) but, well, this is a shoujo. XD

    Some great reaction images, like this one:
    an angry bird



    couple breaker cover: the FL smiles straight into the camera, biting a purple lollipop that's shaped like a broken heart. she is wearing a strapless black gown and long black gloves, and purple heart earrings. Couple Breaker (complete, ~80 chapters)

    Modern-day petty revenge + breakup + fake dating romance about a couple who get revenge on their cheating exes by joining a reality/game show called Couple Breaker. I thought it sounded dumb... and then I binged the whole thing overnight. The MC, Taerin, is a popular and charismatic fashion design student whose goal is to set up a store where all the clothes are unisex/non-gendered. Her dream wedding fit for herself is a wedding suit. The ML is the neighbor who irrationally hates her.

    I found the first half more fun because it was petty revenge and delightful mind games and breakup tension. Towards the later half, I kind of lost sight of the plot? The drama was brief but extraneous, the MC's "ploys" didn't make sense, and I was getting bored of the trash men. I wish we knew more about the ML's inner life—as amusing it is to have a ML who's defined solely by his relationships with women (his past GF, and his present one), it's not very satisfying. And I wish we had an extra chapter about the MC's shop because it felt so perfunctory for them to set her up to be this cool character with cool ambitions but to not give us any closure on it, as if all these interesting character things were written solely in service of the romance.

    Overall: fun MC, fake dating, decent romantic chemistry, good breakup arc for the ML, great jealousy arc, but lacking in closure. The character writing is mostly simplistic, but with touches of complexity.

    CW: dysmorphia + surgery, eating disorder + disordered eating—all of which are treated as insecurity and lack of confidence, though the manhwa is sympathetic to it



    till debt do us part cover: the dark-haired ML and red-haired FL pose in their wedding outfits. The ML is wearing a black suit while the FL is wearing a backless gown with floral embellishments. The ML's hands are around the FL's waist, fingertips grazing her exposed skin The FL has one hand propped on the ML's shoulder, the other tugging at his tie. He is frowning while she is smiling. Till Debt Do Us Part (complete, ~80 chapters)

    Modern-day contract marriage romance. WOULD NOT RECOMMEND. This manhwa doesn't live up to the drama of its English title! It's disappointingly generic and even worse, the FL's role is to fix the ML and his family. Dropped it when the FL got pregnant, which was at least pretty much near the end, but was still too much for me to deal with lol.

    Plot: The FL owes the ML money. For nonsensical inheritance reasons, the ML needs to be married for a year, so he offers to write off her debt in exchange for a one-year contract marriage. The ML has abuse and abandonment issues which cause him to be a jerk to the FL (he cares for her, but goes hot and cold and is sometimes just mean); his stepfamily is equally dysfunctional and emotionally constipated. Naturally the FL fixes everything and becomes the heart of the family... long before the year is over.

    The FL's own situation with her parents (loving and healthy but struggling with bills and medical issues) and a long-term past relationship that turned violent are only written as plot devices and left unexplored, as the focus is all on the ML and his family, because the FL is, idk, built different and overcomes everything with her light or something. An ironic line of messaging because the manhwa started with some sort of social commentary about patriarchal expectations.
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    A little annoyed because I've been reading WIPs that haven't even finished serializing the first season (at least for the English versions).

    Divorcing the Emperor by Legendary Cat (story) and Hara (art)
    Ongoing, < 30 chapters on Tapas.

    The English title is so difficult to distinguish from other generic transmigration rofans, but the content is completely different. For one thing, there's no transmigration (or regression, for that matter). For another, it's an ensemble-cast adventure/comedy set in a fantasy world where the romance is secondary to the characters' shenanigans, and the style and pacing are very anime-like.

    PLOT: The main character, Krisha, is the daughter of a soldier who grew up in a battlefield before they settled in a province outside the capital. One day she is informed that she is married to the emperor in an accident of paperwork with neither of them having met each other. Thus begins Krisha's quest to go to the capital to file for divorce—and in her travels she sees the true state of her country.

    Krisha is: 1) very strong, and 2) the founding member of ANRA (The Archuke of the North Research Association), which leads to some very funny developments. AND she has a magical meat-eating horse called Creampuff.

    The plot is moved by comedy, hijinks, and likeable characters, and a sort of reverse harem format, except so far only Archduke#1 has fallen in love with Krisha and even then he's been manipulating her for his own political/revenge motivations. Everyone is so eccentric and interesting it's actually hard to tell who the ML is (I'm going to guess the emperor, if only because the Krisha's trajectory seems to be her learning how to be empress), and Krisha herself is a force of nature who is the perfect balance of smart and dumb. There's enough genre awareness in the story to subvert some tropes (eg. slave auction / desert kingdom character trope) while parodying others magnificently.

    Enjoying this so much I'm not sure I'll have the willpower to let more chapters accumulate before continuing. ;___;



    As the Heart Leads ny TILDA, CHT, Octopuschu
    Ongoing, < 30 chapters on Tapas

    Romantasy where the MC was originally the granddaughter of a shaman in modern-day Korea, born with the ability to see spirits, preternaturally bad luck, and a poor affinity with water. She transmigrates into the body of a woman in a western fantasy world who drowns herself before her marriage to the king, an otherwise good-natured man who's driven to insomnia and fits of mania by the spirits that are attracted to him and his accumulation of negative karma. In spite of her commitment to avoid any entanglement with the supernatural at all costs, the MC takes to surreptitiously punching spirits, creating talismans and totems, and massaging the king's energy points to help him sleep.

    So far not much is happening but I'm invested enough to subscribe to it, though I am as usual expecting the quality to drop after S1.


    The One within the Villainess by Makiburo (story), Shiraume Nazuna(Art)
    Ongoing fantranslation

    Reverse revenge isekai with fantasy/adventure elements. Rather than being a transmigrator who takes over an otome game villainess's life, the MC is the original villainess who gets her body back after it's taken over by a well-meaning transmigrator. The transmigrator, Emi, is a modern-day Japanese girl who empathizes with the villains and wishes for the villainess's happiness, so she spends the MC's formative years improving the villainess's life and relationships while the MC is unable to do anything but watch until Emi detaches from the body.

    The plot begins when the original protagonist—also possessed by a transmigrator—enters the story and completely undoes all the goodwill Emi has worked so hard to build. After the system turns on her, Emi breaks down and disappears from the body. Remi repossesses her body and vows to avenge Emi and pay her back for her kindness. Outwardly she uses Emi's gentle personality and moral compass to win people over and keep the memory of Emi alive, but inwardly she embraces her true villainess nature, only going through the motions of saving the world so the original protagonist is unable to progress in the game and is eventually cornered.

    The story moves quite fast: there are only 26 full chapters out, but by chapter 7 Remi is already fighting a god for the sake of her lost love.
    "now let us begin with the first god. shall I make you disappear for the sake of the world (Emi)?"

    While it's technically not yuri, the vibes are very gay, and there's a lot of focus on how much Remi loves Emi. There is only ONE eligible ML (the demon king route), but that character and one-sided romance mostly exist to show that Remi will never be interested in anyone else because Emi is her entire world.
    Remi: My love for Emi is so sacred that no artist or playwright could possibly do it justice.

    She regards the ML's confession as a confession to Emi and approves of him for sharing the same impeccable taste in women.
    The demon king apologizes for confessing so publicly, but Remi is pleased to hear another person love Emi so ardently.


    Cons: The villains—the original protagonist (or at least the transmigrator who takes her place) especially, but also the two other guys in her harem—are stereotypically a cartoonish level of evil AND stupid, and the manga seems to believe that it should keep layering on revelations of how bad these people are for the revenge to be satisfying. This unfortunately leads to a weird puritanical slant in the ~final showdown~ where the original protagonist is revealed to be a sexual deviant (in society standards) and all of high society basically watches revenge porn.


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    PS. Blind Go (Hikaru no Go fan event) is back this year! The AO3 collection is open for submissions, and submissions are due on May 4. I believe this year's event is open for all mediums (not just fic.)

    Links: AO3 collection (open) / Bluesky / Tumblr
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    TV/Movies:

    Ballerina
    Link Click OVA (Bridon Arc)
    I love that this is a prequel AND a sequel and I love alllll the Lu Guang feelings (especially in the first half of episode 1... and the OP...), but this series really has a gendered violence issue and I've never truly liked anything that came out after S1... They do have some truly emotionally charged bangers so I suspect that in spite of my grumbling I'll watch S3 as long as [tumblr.com profile] daisydiversions wants to watch it lol.

    Plot-wise it feels like nothing really happened here, other than establishing some backstory with Cheng Xiaoshi's parents? I didn't care for any of the new characters.
    Nuer Hong

    Comics:

    MANGA:
    Though I Am an Inept Villainess: Tale of the Butterfly-Rat Swap in the Maiden Court (ongoing)Bodyswap court politics manga about a talented, good-natured, and universally beloved but chronically ill heroine who trades places with a reviled and spiteful villainess. It is surprisingly gen! There's one male character who seems like he could be the love interest, but the manga doesn't really give any indication that romance is in the horizon. Rather, it's focused on the women in the palace, framed in the PoVs of the protagonist and antagonist who learn more about each other's plights, and consequently, the systems and structures around them. I put it on hold at around 15 chapters in, but both the manga and the novel it's based on are still ongoing.
    When I Became a Commoner, They Broke Off Our Engagement! (ongoing)Another "trading places" manga, this time playing with the concept of changelings: A commoner and a noble are swapped at birth by the hand of a mischievous fairy, their circumstances to be revealed when they come of age. This takes a more thoughtful approach about class differences and social change than expected. Although I'm not sold on any of the relationships involving men (be it siblingly or romantic), it's really interesting to see two women connect with each other without ever interacting directly, and motivated to improve the lives of ordinary people through their shared perspectives.


    MANHWA: I started a lot (and also dropped a lot) so I'll just limit this post to the ones I either finished or read at least one season of, with a note that some of these comics are much better than the titles make them sound. Of this list, I'd put The Fantasie of a Stepmother / A Stepmother's Märchen and Your Eternal Lies on top in terms of overall writing.

    Being Loved for the First Time (ongoing)Reincarnation + childcare manhwa where:
  • the MC is on her 100th life and on her first good reincarnation (she always has awful family circumstances and dies at 20 to save the world)
  • the MC's mom is ALIVE and not evil
  • the MC has a brother AND a sister
  • the dad has pink hair, and the mom and the MC have black hair and red eyes (usually it is the other way around, so this is a cute subversion)

  • Father, I Don't Want This MarriageMiscommunication: The Manhwa.

    True to its character-inclusive title, the FL's dad and the ML have an equal ratio of scenes, which is hilarious. This is part regression romcom (the ML, contractually dating the FL behind a different identity, is trying to convince the FL that the crown prince isn't that bad, actually!), part self-sacrificial tsundere father-daughter angst. Both parts are super tropey and the chapter endings are simply THE BEST and are in fact the reason why I keep reading.

    The Fantasie of a Stepmother (also known as A Stepmother's Märchen) (ongoing)I've only read S1 and I love it so much but where do I begin? The MC enters a non-sexual/non-romantic marriage as a prodigious teenager, groomed by her dying husband to become the acting matriarch until the eldest son comes of age. All of the kids act their age, initially resenting her but eventually forming different flavors of ride-or-die for her, and any woman who supports the MC does it through her own motivations and is liable to withdraw her support when their interests are no longer aligned.


    In this manhwa: angst, family of convenience to family of choice, gorgeous art, competent MC, loyalty kink, fealty, complex women, politics

    Flirting with the Villain's DadVERY CUTE (romcom / Bellecourt chapters) until it wasn't (plot). The main pairing was highly shippable and the FL kept accidentally calling the ML "dad" which I thought was fun! But to my disappointment, the comic completely neglected to develop the FL's other close relationships, and the plot was meh. And the politics made no! Sense! At! All! I would happily reread S1 though.

    For Better or For WorseRegency romance with isekai/regression elements and a tenuous stance about "fate". This was a nice little romance story focusing on the leads' romantic chemistry, but it falls off from the moment the ML realizes his feelings because characters start behaving in unrecognizably irrational ways. There's a weird Raeliana and the Duke-esque twist at the end that renders the plot completely nonsensical and undercuts all of its themes, which is a shame because it was otherwise very enjoyable! There's a cast of women with distinct, interesting personalities and protagonist energy, ie. cute tsundere remarried MiL, introvert BFF, and the "original" FL who in this version of the story is no longer in love with the ML now that she's in a healthier state of mind.

    Ginger and the Cursed PrinceNon-isekai fantasy-romance where the FL receives a book that foretells her future as the antagonist, and the ML is a mindreader who's endeared by the FL's stupidity. IDK, it works! But the secondhand embarrassment is kind of strong in the first few chapters... Still, it's a self-contained story with no transmigration OR regression, which is a plus for me. XD

    I Married the Male Lead's Dad (ongoing)
    Interesting case of bait-and-switch: Gets you with the trashy transmigration romance premise and animated prologue, but S1 ends with a genre shift that reveals that it's all just an artifice. I dropped it after S1 because I didn't feel invested enough in the characters, but the "real" story has the potential to push my buttons with messy reincarnation drama.

    I'm Unmarried with a Time-Limited Lover (ongoing)Contract dating with reincarnation elements and a talking sword. The FL is a self-made businesswoman who can foresee misfortunes through touch, while the ML is the world's unluckiest human being, knowing no joy, doomed to die early, and just trying to tick off his bucket list. Following this for now because I like how the ML's character design makes him feel like a more unique flavor of black-hair-red-eyed protagonist (his eyes, for instance, are a different shade of red).

    My In-Laws Are Obsessed with Me (ongoing)I'm not sure I love this, but the art is great and I really like it when webtoons get to take their time telling the story (...as long as I'm in the position to binge instead of waiting for weekly chapters). S1 was a nice slow burn where the regression storyline folds into the plot in interesting ways and is bound to the magical worldbuilding and mystery. You have to get to the end of the season to see what it does with the tropes, and I think it spins an interesting story out of them, I just can’t talk about the good parts without spoiling. ^^; The supernatural elements (regression, magical poison, the MC's multiple actual DEATHS) are considered factors for the FL's worsening cramps too, which was nice to see in fiction! Planning to continue this for sure.

    The Perks of Being a Villainess (ongoing)Isekai rofan that's quite focused on the leads' business partnership. The FL wins the ML over with her competence and capitalistic villainy (eg. tax evasion and predatory subscription schemes) and everyone else with her innovations and math genius (as math is an integral part of magic). SO far, it's a relaxing take on "business genius" protagonists, with identity porn comedy as the ML has dual identities as noble and overworked information broker.
    The Perks of Being an S-Class Heroine (ongoing)Plot: Korea is suffering a transmigration epidemic, and the MC is the first to avail of the transmigration insurance package...

    S1 was fun, up to a point. S2 was mostly skippable until the last few chapters where tutorial mode ends, the regular difficulty is restored, and the time loop plot starts moving forward. Will probably pick up S3 if I'm still into manhwa when it ends! IDK how long this canon is supposed to be.

    Your Eternal LiesPseudo-historical post-war romance about two people who exist at opposite ends of state propaganda--the decorated war hero, and the infamous witch from his hometown. The parallels are beautiful, each finding solace in the other’s image as renowned savior and notorious survivor in the time before they met. It does start out a bit rocky with the veterans' inflated sense of self-importance and confusing flashbacks in the earlier parts, but once it gets going it proceeds beautifully and reaches an ending that feels satisfying because prices have been paid. The FL is a lying liar who lies and is very consistent about putting herself first for an endgame known only to herself, and the ML is a bundle of unaddressed trauma and self-deceptions.

    In this manhwa: domestic abuse, social critique, PTSD, witches, propaganda, and found family
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    1.
    [community profile] snowflake_challenge #6: Share your favourite piece of original canon.
    I don't have a favorite anything anymore since I have a very short memory and tend to move on from interests... But here's a list of favorites from the last five years:

  • the movie Legend of Hei: there's supposed to be a sequel in the works and I'm worried Xiao Hei will spend less time in his cat form in it. I think his human form is cute too but I have cat bias. XD
  • the manga Witch Hat Atelier: the art, design, and paneling are insanely good, and I cried almost every volume. Not very sure the anime format is for me but I'm excited for it nonetheless!
  • the baihe youth comic 她們的故事 Their Story: Found out recently that there's some controversy(?) around it, but I still love it and it continues to be a comfort reread.
  • the Yoruneko comics, which are about the daily (well, nightly) life of a cat owner: this is also a comfort read and the main reason I still check Twitter, as the artist posts there. There's an animated series too.
  • the webtoon Like Wind on a Dry Branch: I paused at around 100 chapters in (it's ongoing with 200+ chapters), but it was the most invested I was in a canon in a while, a rare occurrence. It has some of my fav tropes too, ie. hurt/comfort and demons raising a human child :'D

    I guess it's easier to say that my favorite medium is comics these days... I need to relearn how to read books without illustrations. ^^;


    2.
    Vocabulary list from the first chapter of 全宇宙最后一只猫 The Last Cat in the Universe (which I'm dropping because I'm looking for shorter or maybe less webnovel-y reads):
    journal photo: vocabulary from The Last Cat in the Universe chapter 1

    3.
    Recent bookmarks:
  • Public Domain Archive: you can filter by style, time period, and tag!
  • Ellipsus: supposedly a Google Docs alternative.
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    Recently enjoyed Wednesday's Child by Niv Sekar, a little f/f urban fantasy comic about a woman who wakes up curiously numb after a night in the club. She finds out over the next few weeks that someone had cast a spell to make her emotions disappear.

    It was what she needed, but it wasn't kind.

    (This is mostly to remind myself to check out Niv Sekar's work if ever they're on Shortbox again since I quite like her writing and art style.)

    PIHU HAS ALWAYS RESENTED HER FEELINGS. HOW OUTSIZED THEY ARE, HOW INCONVENIENT - HOW SHE STILL DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO EXORCISE THEM.

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    [community profile] snowflake_challenge #5
    Talk about what has improved in your life thanks to fandom.

    My perspective; My world is so small and boring and stationary but I've been realizing lately how broad my PoV has become in spite of it. The perks of not being limited to physical proximity. XD Also travel! If it weren't for fandom friends, I never would have gone on the quest to try the black sesame chiffon cake in New Taipei City... There's no way I would have known it would have existed and that I was capable of enjoying a dessert that much...!

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    Misc.:

  • The Lovers release has been pushed to 2026. *sad dolphin noises*

  • Fanmix rec: The Magician (Arcane - Viktor) by [community profile] fairykiss: great tracklist, great cover and track art

  • Manga I recently enjoyed (all ongoing): Though I Am an Inept Villainess (universally cherished but chronically ill heroine x reviled but healthy villainess bodyswap; inner palace intrigue; gen), When I Became a Commoner, They Broke Off Our Engagement! (a fairy's mischief: a commoner and a noble are swapped at birth, to be returned to the "right" parents when they're older; the men appear to only exist so they can help the girls achieve their goals of social change...)... Megane, Tokidoki, Yankee-kun (high school romance between a reformed delinquent and a girl who used to be bullied by delinquents)

  • A cnovel I recently bookmarked and briefly skimmed but am not sure I'll actually read: 全宇宙最后一只猫 The Last Cat in the Universe: The MC is a former pampered house cat that is determined to cultivate to the ultimate nine-tail form; fantranslation appears to be incomplete.
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    With thanks to past!me for taking the time to jot notes on my journal. Otherwise I would have no way of differentiating my 4894664 otome isekai webtoons.
    journal photos )

    Books

    Rilke's Book of Hours: Love Poems to God (tr. Anita Barrows, Joanna Macy)
    Rita Dove, "Playlist for the Apocalypse"

    Movies

    Wicked (2024)
    Look Back (2024)

    Comics

    Komomo ConfiserieShort shoujo manga about a pampered heiress who is forced to find a job and learn to live on her own while her family is sorting out a financial crisis. The MC is a vibrant and confident protagonist who embraces the chance to grow as a person, handles conflicts (and bullying) gracefully, and breaks out into professional renditions of Lacrimosa when anyone in her life is in need of comfort. The ML is sweet but sort of just there to help her attain her independence. The best parts are in the middle which highlight my favorite shoujo friendship dynamic: the spunky FL and her loud, tsundere best friend.
    An Incompetent Woman Wants to be a Villainess (ongoing)Proxy bride story where the FL is very Pure and Cute and Doing Her Best to act like her wicked half-sister whose place she's taking. No one is fooled, but she tries so hard they just go along with it and praise her villainy. Super cute and fluffy.
    Like Wind on a Dry Branch (ongoing)
    Saving My Sweetheart (a.k.a. A Way to Protect the Lovable You)
    The Tyrant's Only Perfumer
    廚廚動人 U Kill, I Cook (a.k.a. Kitchen Goddess and Assassin)
    Villainess in LoveA good hurt/comfort fantasy canon where the FL, Yunifer, is mature and comfortable with her sexuality, and the ML's trauma is taken seriously. The first chapter timeskips the whole part where Yunifer's just transmigrated and is trying to avoid the main characters, instead landing us straight into a drunken and ill-advised one-night stand with the ML. The manhwa left a lot of loose ends which I hope are tied well in the original novel, but this was otherwise a solid romance fantasy with a less boilerplate setting and some worldbuilding of its own. The ship dynamic is cool and mature older FL x codependent yandere puppy ML, which does not feel as romantic on Yunifer's end since she's also trying to help him be more well-adjusted, but it's appropriately sweet. And there's a beautiful gigantic bird character who always steals the show whenever she's onscreen.
    The Villainess is Retiring (ongoing; not sure I'll continue when S3 comes out) Transmigration with strings attached, with the MC as a reluctant/inadvertent hero. The MC just wants to retire in the mountains but when she summons a demon to light up some unburnable wood, she gets cast into the role of magical problem-solving and leadership. S1 was pretty great (somewhat comparable to Lout of the Count's Family, from what little I've read of it), but in S2 the character writing takes a step back and the power imbalance between the MC and her devoted demon servant felt starkly worse. PS. The outfits for this webtoon are so nonsensical.
    Why Raeliana Ended Up at the Duke's MansionIsekai with a price. This is an enjoyable self-contained romance-fantasy with fake dating and mystery elements, though some of the episodes in the latter half fall into the "plot in service of romantic moments" category, something I wouldn't have minded if they let the hurt/comfort potential marinate a little.

    The MC has a strong sense of personality, her own set of pecularities, and is unafraid of getting her hands dirty. The transmigration plot is a puzzle that's meant to be solved and resolved, with the MC having to come clean about who she is and where she came from, which is probably what made the romance more believable for me. Probably not that memorable in the long run, but it was an 8/10 binge with some interesting twists for me.


    TV
    Link Click cdramaMostly enjoyable for the songs and the opera troupe case and the scene in the end which shows the gang with their donghua looks! Bold of them to save that for after the Worst Story Arc I've Ever Seen in a Cdrama (a.k.a the MRA case). The last case was kind of okay but, like most of the cases, overly long. I ended up enjoying the siscon because at least it felt so bizarre it gave the story some flavor and it was amusing to see the actor leaning into it. XD The boys' dynamic was actually pretty good (I loved the conflict), but Qiao Ling was, sad to say, paper-thin and awful.
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    Spent weeks and weeks burying my face in trash like a raccoon, only to circle back to reading decent comics!?

    The Tyrant's Only Perfumer by Fairydragon; art by Team Dead Shell
    A fantasy romance webtoon where the FL’s skill is magical perfume-making, which is the kind of garbage I live for lmfao.

    The first 40% was fun nonsense with over-the-top visualizations of what the scent profiles were like, and then the other 60% devolved into bland nonsense… But the art was pretty, and one has to respect the earnest Attempt to subvert genre tropes… It was just so loving! The writing was a mess but the heart was in the right place. And I feel like they could have made merch of this comic—dolls, real-life versions of the perfumes the FL makes, or maybe charms of the cute perfume bottles (since the FL apparently also has the magical ability to produce custom bottles at will)...

    My favorite storyline was when the rival perfumer basically starts selling drugs (to monopolize the market by making everyone so addicted to her perfume!). The FL then concocts a perfume mixed with holy magic that instantly neutralizes the effects of drugs and cures addiction when you spritz it on people… the manhwa was never the same after that…



    Saving My Sweetheart (also known as A Way to Protect the Lovable You) by Han Yujeong; webtoon adapted by Hound with art by Kim Jiei

    In spite of the triteness of its title, this is actually a pretty solid and fast-paced ensemble-cast shoujo fantasy canon with regression plot + loyalty kink.

    Plot: Leticia has lived her whole life abused and villainized by her mother, the revered divine ruler St. Josephine. She is put under a curse and married off to a king who hates her, but they end up falling in love before the curse leads to their tragic deaths. The goddess Danyta makes a wager and returns Leticia to the point before her marriage and after she is cursed—she has a six-month deadline to kill her husband or the curse will take her life.

    The story takes place in the "fix-it" timeline where Leticia has her Goddess's promise that she will be happy this time round. But first, she has to awaken as the true Saint, gather nine loyal sorcerers who will bind themselves to her, and defeat her mother. She and her husband also have to practice honesty and have a proper relationship instead of being martyrs for each other. MOST IMPORTANTLY, the good guys (including Leticia herself) have no qualms about killing and torturing people, which is really nice... And even though the happy ending is assured, there's still a lot of tension in the plot... And some great knives... And interesting developments where the Wings are completely devoted to Leticia, in good terms with each other, but politically at odds with each other. I enjoyed the side characters and their interactions so much I can't pick a favorite.

    The last act doesn't wrap up very neatly (I still don't understand how Julius' death was this big Canon Event when it seemed he just went out of the way to antagonize Josephine; and the awakening of the eighth Wing felt phoned-in), but it's still emotionally satisfying. And while the webtoons have finished adapting the main story, there are still upcoming extras.


    CW: Multiple domestic abuse storylines; the comics have warnings at the beginnings of the relevant chapters.



    Like Wind on a Dry Branch by Dalsaeowl; art by Hwaeum
    This is ongoing and free to read on Webtoons.Com and I'm so invested in this I'm taking my time reading it so I don't run out of chapters. It's a pretty hard one to sell, though, since it opens with a very bleak scene: Our FL, Rieta, has lost her husband to plague, her daughter to slave traders, and is presently drugged out of her mind, about to buried alive with the corpse of an evil count. Killian, the exiled prince and archduke of Axias, finds the practice distasteful and pays off the family so that Rieta can retire at his castle. But against expectations, Rieta proves to be a clever, competent, and recklessly loyal mage with layers and layers of grief, trauma, and survivor's guilt that Killian has to learn to navigate on top of the power imbalance in between them. Also there's this whole thing where Rieta's daughter issues remind Killian of his mom issues... they're both so traumatized and I love that for them.

    Came here for the hurt/comfort, stayed for the ladies of the bedchamber. This comic has so! Many! Women! And it's definitely one where I find all of the characters interesting and the dialogue riveting, especially from the point where Killian first interacts with the Empress. I'd actually be interested in physicals of this because there are so many parts I want to reread and the art is great.

    (Am liveblogging this here.)

    CW: Themes of grief and loss (of husband, child, and mother); implied past sexual abuse during Rieta's time with the count, and implied abuse in her time in the convent—but the story and the characters are more focused on the mental and emotional repercussions and healing from them.
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    Nico Baidan, "Firsts"
    After being kicked out of his family estate, Lu lives a quiet life in the city until bumping paths with a particular human.

    Short (26 pages) comic about a vampire who moves to the city and lives the life of a shut-in until a meet-cute finds its way to his doorstep. I was more into the vampire slice-of-life bits. but it's romantically hopeful/comforting in a "love finds a way even if you're a homebody" sense.




    Pearl Law, "Karma's A Peach"
    Full of ennui, an Asura wastes away in the mortal world by gaming and stealing paintings. Bodhisattva decides to put a stop to this nonsense by making him collect good karma. Then he meets a goody two-shoes on the way, who turns out to be the kind of help he needs all along.

    Content warning: swearing and depiction of smoking

    Urban fantasy story about an asura forced to farm karma. The gamified approach is appropriately cynical and thoughtful about the concept of having to do good to achieve a purpose—something I think about a lot when doing the life sim portions of Persona games ahaha. Loved this a lot! And the manga-like format is perfect for my ereader. :')


    (Also wrote about Pearl Law's previous Shortbox comic, Parasocial Activity here.)

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