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Because I missed making more casual fandom/graphic things. :') Also, Yanyan is just so great for fandom-related reaction images. (Livetweeting this manhua paid off because I just had to search my Twitter threads for screencaps hahaha)

Preview:


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Digitized a journal doodle from September. It’s been ages since I made any kind of art, especially since I haven’t been listening to music/reading books/watching movies/etc lately, and I’ve been feeling so empty and soulless. :(



Based on “Come to Your Senses” from tick, tick... BOOM!
You're on the air,
I'm underground
Signal's fading,
Can't be found
I finally open up
For you I would do anything
But you've turned off the volume
Just when I've begun to sing

Come to your senses
Defenses are not the way to go
And you know,
Or at least you knew

Everything's strange,
You've changed and I don't know what to do
To get through
I don't know what to do

I have to laugh
We sure put on a show
Love is passe in this day and age
How can we expect it to grow?

You as the knight
Me as the queen
All I've got tonight
Is static on a screen


Have also been slightly obsessed with Jay Chou's recent music video of Cold Hearted, an unexpected (...to me) collaboration with JABBAWOCKEEZ. The MV was the first time I actually parsed the lyrics, and I'm pleased to report that Nirvana in Fire book club has been helping my Jay Chou/Vincent Fang lyrical literacy because I now recognize the referenced 鳳求凰 XD


As luck would have it, my favorite celebrity Zhang Xincheng covered it in his latest stream a week and a half later ♥♥♥ (I say "as luck would have it", but I truly felt it in my bones that he'd cover it the moment I saw the MV, but I thought he'd post a little dance cover instead. XD)
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Happy Mid-Autumn!

Spent a fair amount of the weekend with family because relatives had flown in for a wedding the following day (my cousin's cousin). Also read 繁星, Bing Xin's collected poetry fragments, because Zhang Xincheng was doing a reading for the Mid-Autumn Festival Gala... ended up subbing it myself and reading the English translation (book link: A Maze of Stars and Spring Water), a worthwhile exercise since the original text was still pretty fresh in my head and I could follow along the translation choices. Posting the original text + translations here for my reference!

My translation:


Idk if this makes sense, but I consider myself more of a subber than a translator, so generally I don't think my "translations" hold up in text form haha. I love how the video format allows me to disregard form and line breaks, because as much as I enjoy reading freeform poetry I have nooooo understanding of the craft.

I don't really have any notes, other than me giving up on finding synonyms for "deep" so I subbed it with words for distance, and that the line 灿烂光中的休息处 is very much open to interpretation, so I went with the image that was in my head when I was reading it.

My translation (line by line with the original Chinese text) )


Published translation (it's unclear who translated it):
Source: A Maze of Stars and Spring Water
'A maze of stars glistens...' )



Art recs (mostly Mid-Autumn related)
  • [twitter.com profile] washanapple: Happy Mid-autumn Festival
  • [Legend of Hei] The Legend of Hei Mid-Autumn 2022 art
  • [Legend of Hei] [twitter.com profile] naconaco757: The Legend of Hei Mid-Autumn (behind the scenes)
  • [Qihun] [twitter.com profile] dcbananagirl: Shi Guang and Yu Liang
  • [Qihun] [twitter.com profile] wwKjjaww Chu Ying :(((((((
  • Yoruneko anime: Mid-Autumn art
  • [Legend of Hei] [twitter.com profile] Eurya8 cute GIF of Xiao Hei and A-Gen!
  • [comic] [twitter.com profile] onenhillion: notes on happiness: Happiness used to feel like a coin toss
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    Can't believe I've churned out enough ZXC things that my Dreamwidth can't keep up, but it looks like I never posted my 曾經我也想過一了百了 (Who's the Murderer 7 concert version) subs/translation here?! It's my first and best attempt at translating a full song, and it's been killing me that Youtube keeps blocking my video for copyright. Turns out it was blocking the video, not the audio, and the solution was simply to... make a lyric video... SO!!!!!!! Here are the original softsubbed video I did for Vimeo, the ~English lyrics video~ I did for Youtube, and [twitter.com profile] yjthecat/[tumblr.com profile] fwoopersongs's translation for reference and comparison.

    曾經我也想過一了百了 (Who's the Murderer 7 concert performance)

    Back in February I made a ~Zhang Xincheng performance cut~ from the Who's the Murderer 7 Spring Festival 2022 concert. Official subs have since come out, but I have very strong feelings about the song.


    曾經我也想過一了百了 (Who's the Murderer 7 concert) [LYRIC VIDEO]

    Here's the lyric video I created today by importing the subtitle file and freezing the frames from the original video. And then adding, because I could, ~*extra effects*~ including some tacky falling petals, to give the stills a sense of motion. I also applied a gradient layer so the video is darker at the bottom and the subs (in plain white text) are actually readable.


    Extra footage and effects are from Videezy (free, with attribution) and Pixabay (free, no attribution required). Some GIFs because unnecessary labor begets more unnecessary promotional labor, you have to milk these things:



    I also typed up my translation here on Tumblr so it's all in text form.


    Other Notes:

  • I initially mistranslated 荧幕 (TV screen) as "computer screen" (the original JP the word was パソコン, which does mean computer, and I assumed the Chinese would be the same); I have corrected this with the help of [tumblr.com profile] fwoopersongs's translation and detailed translation notes of the same song—you can read it all here on Tumblr, or watch their subbed video here (which also has the Chinese lyrics and pinyin):


  • 泪光中微笑的你: [tumblr.com profile] fwoopersongs and I have very different readings of this line haha. I’m not sure if it’s grammatically sensible to read the tears as belonging to the narrator, but this is an assumption I made from context: 1) the last 3 lines felt like they were all pertaining to an outsider reaching in, 2) I thought it was a callback to the first chorus, where the narrator was talking about unstoppable tears.

    I translated it as It was your smile that I could see through my tears while YJ/fwoopersongs translated it as You, in that vast sea of people, you smile through your tears, which also makes sense emotionally, especially for Zhang Xincheng’s character in that Who’s the Murderer case, so I’m leaving both options here. (I trust YJ way more than I trust me though, haha)


  • Found out while doing the thumbnail for the lyric video that I lost most of my fonts during my 6+ months of computer issues (which are still ongoing, but I've rolled back and bandaided my problem). Now I'm sad. :((((((((((
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    Slinking back to Vimeo because Youtube/Tencent auto-blocks the audio for copyright reasons. It seems like Vimeo's embed code now allows you to choose between "responsive" and "fixed". NICE.

    This is the song that Zhang Xincheng/Steven Zhang recorded for When You Be Me, a new bodyswap romance cdrama (he's not part of the cast, he's only singing for it). Lyrically I find this way more fitting than the song he recorded for his own bodyswap drama (The Day of Becoming You), which sounded like a generic love song to me. XD

    It seems that When You Be Me is yet another drama with an improbably deep lake. XD



    NGL, the moment this MV dropped, I instantly downloaded it to my phone and considered the logistics of subbing it during a rally. (I could not, because battery drain haha.)


    ETA: Added pinyin softsubs! Tap the CC button and select 中文 to activate and sing along. XD
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    I made the mistake of trying to install a system/security update on my computer, and the installation didn't go well, and everything got worse. :( I've been too tired and frustrated to roll back to a previous version of my system, so I'm kind of just on Twitter now, specifically my Zhang Xincheng fan account ([twitter.com profile] halfxin).

    Honestly this is all my fault for being too lazy to take my computer to the service center, but the logistics of carrying and potentially dropping my Mac, and having to leave it for an indeterminate period of time, have been paralyzing me. ^^;


    Anyway, 2 short vids/edits that I made on my tablet (and my cute pink wireless keyboard) because technology is cool. Both with English subs (tap the CC button to toggle them on and off).

    The first one is only around 10 seconds short, mostly to prove that ZXC’s cover of Jay Chou’s cursed cowboy song is cute and on-point!!!!!!

    The second one is basically a 45-second cut of his hour-long 04/01/20 livestream, with social media effects--I was working off clips that were already in my library because I was subbing them for Twitter.

    [ENGSUB] Zhang Xincheng is a Cowboy on the Run from decrescendo/halfcactus on Vimeo.


    [Zhang Xincheng] Loving the 105°C You (Super Idol) from decrescendo/halfcactus on Vimeo.

    The most frustrating thing about softsubs is that there's no easy way to upload subtitle files to Vimeo on the mobile website (even when I try to get my browser to call the desktop website). I had to hop on to a computer to do that. >:[


    I was actually considering setting up a Youtube account for my ZXC Content™ because my Twitter threads are... a lot... but 1) that's effort, 2) I was chaotically living in the moment and so my clips are all different aspect ratios. ^^;
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    It's weird to think that I used to be glued to Adobe software to the point that I felt fused to them, and now I can go half a year without creating something new--in this case, it's not really by choice, because ongoing tech issues... But I do spend every successive year trying to chase the drive and hyperfocus of my younger self, which I guess is my version of romanticizing my youth! A lot of the stuff I used to make were really ugly LOL but at least I was adventurous and knew how to do a lot of things. These days I feel like I'm restarting from zero.

    Dreamwidth was originally planned to be a casual low-pressure art/fanworks blog but guess what sometimes life gets away from you and suddenly you're a Zhang Xincheng bot. I really wanted to get my life together and hustle but here I am, wrestling with technology and losing gracefully by making my favorite celebrity a means for content creation.

    Anyway here's some stuff I did this week (...in a span of 4 days), either because I was testing my problematic computer or because I'm trying to learn to do stuff without a computer (ie. video editing on my tablet and my newly acquired pink wireless keyboard that I bought off a friend). Desktop computer is still my battleground of choice though, as unwieldy as it is. I'm just not hip enough to learn mobile/tablet technology. :(



    a Nobuta wo Produce (now on Netflix!) throwback ♥


    +3 process photos, from an unrelated journal sketch to Photoshop )


    Zhang Xincheng things (all done on mobile/tablet!)

  • Subbed: 仟 Qian, a Zhang Xincheng original song (you can download an mp3 rip here)

  • Subbed: Zhang Xincheng's performance of an original song that then transitions to Jay Chou's Chrysanthemum Bed: This is a much older video, during his My Huckleberry Friends days. Vocals start out a bit flat, and his piano chord choices in the last bit sound debatable to me... but Chrysanthemum Bed is my favorite Jay Chou (+ Vincent Fang) song ever, so just hearing my favorite actor sing it makes me happy. XD He certainly deserves bonus points for basically remixing the song and having the original verse tie into the feeling of the chorus. And it really is a joy to know that he's improved so much vocally since this video, which was a solid performance featuring piano-playing and catchy composition. ♥

  • Subbed: Zhang Xincheng's douyin where he has to uphold his reputation of being a Jay Chou fan.

    I kind of feel like I've been transitioning to video-based fanworks since last year, and maybe I should do a post for... apps (desktop and iOS)... because I've tried quite a few, with needs that are both too specific and casual haha. I've been really impressed with how technology has advanced enough that I can do basic editing + subbing on my phone (even though it makes my phone get hot), and I'm fascinated with the features in mobile apps. A lot of them annoy me because they're more cosmetic effects than function, especially when it comes to captioning/typesetting features... I can see why, and I even think it's cool that they exist, it's just surprising to me that subtitle tracks aren't a thing in iMovie (iOS) and Adobe Premiere Rush (iOS)... though I suppose I haven't used either of those even in desktop form, so I'm not sure if you could have done that on desktop. I did all the editing and captioning in last year's fanvids in Da Vinci Resolve... which sadly does not have a mobile version. Its features were pretty ideal to me. :(
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    Directory of 2021 fanworks, from January to October (at which point my computer kind of died—I lost a bunch of files but thankfully the gifs and vids are up on Tumblr and Vimeo). I got into vidding, got back to giffing (the ~modern way), then got into giffing my vids... Also worked on a few piano arrangements and made one fanmix!

    Also on Twitter as a thread, but I'm still working on compiling my tweets. ^^;










    Format:
    [fandom] [medium] work

    January

  • [Qihun] [translation] post-canon VR game text translation
  • [Qihun] [translation/recs list] Fancomic recs with summaries & translation
  • [Qihun] [vid with English subs] 光年之外 (Light Years Away): baby's first fanvid (not counting NiF Exchange 2018 hahaha)

    February

  • [Qihun] [vid with English subs] 你怎麼說 (What Do You Have to Say): because Teresa Teng
  • [Qihun] [fanmix] 明明很愛你 (I Obviously Love You): Mixtape of Mandopop music from the 2000s that I imagine Gu Yu & Jiang Xueming put together
  • [Nirvana in Fire] [graphics] Nirvana in Fire challenge fest graphics

    March

  • [I Ship My Adversary X Me] [sheet music] audiodrama BGM
  • [Legend of Hei] [sheet music] 告別 (Farewell) (It’s the BGM that plays in the final scene)

    May

  • [Nirvana in Fire x Word of Honor] [vid] this is how you bring me back to life


    June

  • [FFXV] [vid + gifset] Battle Cry | gifset versions with typesetting: 1, 2
  • [Nirvana in Fire] [vid with English subs] 轉眼 (In the Blink of an Eye)

    July

  • [Legend of Hei] [icons] s2 icons

    August

  • [The Day of Becoming You] [gifsets] dayofbecomingyouedit tag
  • [The Day of Becoming You] [sheet music] Crush On (ep22 piano version)
  • [The Day of Becoming You/Zhang Xincheng] [sheet music] My Soul (ep 23 acoustic version)
  • [Couple of Mirrors] [gifsets] shuangjingedit tag

    September

  • [Kamen Rider Build] [graphics collab] Kamen Rider Build stickers
  • [Kamen Rider Build] [vid with English subs] Seishun Amigo

    December

  • [translation/subs] I Only Have Four Nights With You: TECHNICALLY FINISHED ON NEW YEAR'S DAY, but I'm putting this down as a 2021 and 2022 work haha.




    Putting together this list kind of makes me feel bad because I'm not sure the present me can still do any of this, it feels like I've completely forgotten how to use Photoshop, how to Davinci Resolve (even though I only just started to learn it last year ;___;), how to pick colors, and how to play with type effects. :( At least I created enough last year to make up for past and future uncreativity/unproductivity...?
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    September... flew. I had to go back and reread my own tweets to remember what happened. /o\

    Media log


    他們都說我遇到了鬼 by 青色羽翼 (English: They All Say I Met a Ghost by Cyan Wings)
    This was a book club read, and we finished the main novel right before Mid-autumn Festival which was apt and fortunate in light of Mid-Autumn busy-ness.

    TL;DR - I agree with [personal profile] superborb's review which includes a handy synopsis!

    My main thought about this book is that I think it works best in other mediums where other PoVs can be more organically incorporated: I've listened to bits of the audiodrama and enjoyed it, but I think it would be even better as a visual medium like a comic or an animated series. The writing is best when it stages the comedic scenes that highlight the differences between what Shen Jianguo (the main character) sees and what other characters see.

    To me the book has a very rocky start, but gets better: when we first meet Shen Jianguo, the dense-ness of his PoV felt overdone. Between his exaggerated obliviousness, and the confusing circumstances of the first ghost he meets (Mr. Saw), I wasn't sure it was my type of humor. But I think these were the chapters where the author was still figuring out how to write the book and the characters. The writing and humor certainly get more refined as you go on—my level of engagement peaked between chapters 13 to 30, before the author rushed their way towards the ending.

    The women are written so lovingly! My favorite parts were all the arcs involving the girl ghosts. The author really took their time with telling their stories, making for the most heartwarming resolutions and bittersweet partings. When you see the MC interact with the girl ghosts, you understand why he was so popular with school AND why the ML falls in love with him. These are the parts that shone for me the most. The author's end-of-chapter skits for the girls' ending were also really funny.

    The romance was smooth, stress-free, and basically just a side dish. I enjoyed it more for how the romance characterized Shen Jianguo than what the relationship or the ML (an exorcist from a well-known family) was like.

    In conclusion: I enjoyed this book for the middle bits. XD It's a nice and easy book if you want a short and funny story with a gay main character who's very comfortable and confident in his sexuality (and his pecs!). Although there is some romance, the overall vibe of this novel was very gen! Also, apart from being a poor grad student, the main character was completely self-sufficient and did NOT need any saving at all, which was nice! He's very athletic and earnest.


    CONTENT NOTES: gruesome deaths (though the writing is very good at focusing more on the afterlife), bullying and abuse (of ghosts in their former lives), and the MC's unquestioning trust in the entire justice system



    Couple of Mirrors


    Also known as the 12-episode Republican era GL show! Or, as our groupwatch lovingly calls it, murder wives.

    Once again linking to superborb's entry on this, because anything I wanted to say, she already said. https://superborb.dreamwidth.org/476320.html

    And here is my gif/livetweet thread.



    Things I made in September


  • Kamen Rider Build stickers: this was a collaboration with [twitter.com profile] lunarflares and [twitter.com profile] hoodlessmads. We wanted to thank [tumblr.com profile] kuyamars for streaming the ENTIRE show for us and also for drawing Chihayafuru fanart for EACH of us during our Chihayafuru groupwatch!

  • [fanvid] Kamen Rider Build - Seishun Amigo: This has a target audience of 1 (me). I firmly believe that Seishun Amigo should be the theme song to the Kamen Rider Build movie, and needed to make my vision a reality. The lyrics match PERFECTLY, you can't change my mind.

  • A Mid-Autumn Dice Game cheat sheet: My Chinese side comes from a part of Xiamen/Fujian where the Mid-Autumn practice is to play a dice game for prizes (traditionally mooncakes of different sizes, but we just customize our prizes). This year my brother suddenly wanted to ~revive tradition~ so I designed a visual guide for winning dice combinations. :P I made a colored one but it has mistakes I'm too lazy to edit, and this black-and-white printer-friendly one where you can color in the dice yourself. Anyway the most notable thing about it is that I drew the diagrams on Google Slides. Very pleased that we can do that now!



    Currently

    Watching: The Justice:


    A Republican era show about banking, marriages of conveniences, and revenge. Cast includes Zhang Xincheng and Cai Wenjing as the leads, with Liang Jie as one of the supporting characters. I wouldn't recommend this show, but I think it's very good at telling women's stories. It has a very complex and refreshingly consistent FL that I find is very challenging to play! I'm halfway through and I think I'm starting to genuinely enjoy it (the fallout of the first 20 eps), but IMO they should have just removed most of the ML's scenes from the first half, which I felt were a waste of airtime––especially since his character is just an empty suit of plot armor and contradictions.

    What I enjoy the most about it is the FL's other relationships. She has such fun and genuine relationships with other people that the main romance feels very fake (which is not aided by the ML being, in gixi's words, a cryptid). This is definitely a script issue because the actress thought so too. And I wonder if that contributed to how reluctant and emotionally flat her character seemed in the scenes where the intent was romantic tension.

    Livetweet thread (with occasional gifs, if ZXC is stripping) here.


    Reading: The Deaf Republic by Ilya Kaminsky: This is my first time reading a poetry collection designed with a narrative structure, and while I knew what I was getting into (I've read excerpts before), I almost immediately had to put it down because of how distressing it was. :( It's a book about a stageplay about a nation that decided to turn deaf after a soldier shot a deaf child. The writing and images are extremely evocative. (I'm especially sensitive to child harm so I haven't been able to pick this back up.)
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    August summary: lockdown + got vaxxed + bought some stationery (you can see them here) and a digital keyboard (Casiotouch S1--I'm thinking about posting some sort of ~review~ when I have more time).

    I finished a lot of media in August, but most of them were books I started a while back, or shows I've been groupwatching over a period of months. ^^;

    TV/Movies

    HiStory3 Trapped, The Day of Becoming You, Kamen Rider Build, Minari )


    Books

  • Neon Yang, "The Black Tides of Heaven": thoughts here
  • Jessica Zafra, "Twisted Travels: Rambles in Central Europe”: thoughts here
  • Allie Brosh, "Solutions and Other Problems": I liked this book for personal reasons, but due to the content, it's in no way a pleasant or enjoyable read. "Banana" was very funny, though. I'm also anti-reccing the physical book as it is very, very heavy and unwieldy. Might sell my physical copy and switch to digital when I have more energy. (Book contains: pet illness + death, suicide and grief, cancer scare, medical situations, drugs)



    Lastly, a list of fanworks I made throughout the month:


  • The Day of Becoming You Tumblr gifset tag in chronological order
  • The Day of Becoming You gifs (Twitter thread)
  • Couple of Mirrors (12-episode republican era GL drama, which we're now groupwatching) gifs (Twitter thread)
  • Piano arrangement/sheet music for Crush On (ep 22 piano BGM) from The Day of Becoming You
  • Piano arrangement/sheet music for My Soul (ep 23 guitar BGM) from The Day of Becoming You: here's a video of me playing a draft of this arrangement, using a random instrument setting in my new keyboard XD
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    After more than a decade, I've completely forgotten how to make icons. /o\ I'll have to remember to make them sharper next time. ^^;



    25 legend of hei icons )
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    I feel like I should have stopped after the first chorus and maybe not animated the lyrics too much but I really want to play with Da Vinci Resolve's type tools? I haven't figured out how to merge text layers or how fusion compositions work. ;___; I also set an imaginary deadline of having to finish before the weekend because I got too caught up working on this that I couldn't get myself to do anything else at night or listen to my friend's new album.


    Notes:
  • Started Wednesday, finished Sunday. My nights have been free since I quit my part-time job, so I didn't have to lose sleep over this. XD
  • I'm mildly annoyed because this wasn't the thing I wanted to work on, but the song came out of shuffle and I had a flashback to the gifset I made based on it in 2018.
  • 1 fanvid ago I couldn't even figure out how to get the dropshadow to appear. Now I have mastered it. XD
  • Just as I started this, my brain was like "but WHAT IF FFXV VERSION". I did end up mentally outlining what an FFXV version would look like before I realized that doing a vid to the same song I've had on repeat would drive me crazy actually!
  • I have discovered!!! The coloring panel!!! I'm not much of a coloring person but it's useful to be able to brighten up dark scenes.
  • I feel like I discovered a lot of other things but I'm presently too sick of thinking about this hahaha.
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    This took 4 days—I started on Sunday and finished on Wednesday. Usually I work on my Notes app and encode it on Noteflight when I get on the computer. Here's a screencap of my 以沫 WIP from last year:



    This time I tried using Goodnotes5's score template, and I'm not sure if that made it easier or harder?


    PROS:
    - It is, in a way, easier to not have to write the names of the notes.
    - It's also easier to just copy what's on my notes instead of having to "translate" letters into their place on the staff.


    CONS:
    - If I want to change the key for the entire thing, I'm doomed. (Noteflight does seem to have a transpose function, but I haven't tried it, and it's still more work.)

    - I don't know how beat or rhythm patterns work anyway, I really just map the notes...
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    Also on AO3

    Second attempt at vidding--the first one was in 2018, and it took me an entire month to put out something that was barely over a minute long. I used a trial version of Adobe Aftereffects last time, learning as I went, but I can uhhh no longer get AE to work for me? So I downloaded Davinci Resolve 15 (free) and I like it! I don't vid so I don't really have any basis of comparison, but for simple vidding with typesetting (like in the video) I found it pretty intuitive to use. I guess it helps that I've used AfterEffects that one time so I have a rough idea of keyframing basics so I can get the type to behave how I want it to.

    I'm not very sure what other features it has. I still don't know how color grading works (took me forever to desaturate the Dear Missy clips--if I had to replicate a type of coloring, I wouldn't be able to do it), and if I can do any kind of masking in it. There's a fancier paid version that has more bells and whistles and motion graphics functionality, but I probably don't need those?

    Anyway I'm trying to be better at documenting my process, so:

    Read more... )

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